Once it broken.

You can paste it back if you break a vase or a glass. But as the saying goes, even if it can paste it back, the rips still there.

Then what about trust? Once it's broken, that's really hard to paste back. At least it's based on my own ecxperience. Haha.
So should we just ignore the rips? Or just admit that, you cant take those already broken?

Yes I'm a coward. And I'm scared to endure the same thing again.
Alcohol can enlarge your courage! ;)

Now I know =)

I thought I'll be a very good girlfriend until I found out that I'm actually not.
I thought forgiveness is the best way to show I'm understanding. I thought it'll make my bf appreciate me even more cuz I'm way understanding than others. But now I know it doesnt work that way I thought. =/

I always say 'up to you', 'whatever' doesnt mean I dont have my own mind, cuz I wanna know what's in your mind. But now I know it's very important to speak my mind.

I'm not romantic. I dont know how to creat surprises like how other gfs can do though I really wanna make one for my bf. It's really struggling and upset when some special day is coming soon. I really wanted to do something but everytimes end up nothing.

There might have some defects that I forgot to mention but yeah, I'm not as good as I thought haha.

While in the opposite side, I FULLY trust my bf. =) But you must act on the premise that YOU'RE LOVE ME. Cuz I'll appreciate you every minute and second.

Remember that I wrote a post about terms of being my bf? Now I found myself was being so arrogant and self-conceited. That's stupid. *Cheh, who I thought I was.

While I lose something, I gain something as well.

Terms of being my bf:
1. Respects
2. Appreciate me

That's all. =)

Hahaha it sounds like I'm promoting myself! Whateverrrrrr. XD
I'm cool! ;)