Take for granted

I used to think, it's perfectly alright to take your best friends for granted, because they are your best friends. With them, I can say everything in my mind, agree, disagree like or dislike. Even though sometimes when I said something mean, I take it for granted that they WILL understand, I WAS JOKING.

"How do you think about this dress?" Best friend asked.


"I dont know, I dont like it. It's perfect for you if you're 70."

Wait, it wasnt really mean.

Anyway, so aint best friends are someone you can say everything with? Just because you're my best friend I feel comfortable to say what I want. You dont expect me to burst everything out to an ordinary friend, right? Best friend knows when I'm being serious, when I'm telling a joke, I didnt ask for too much to think that way right?

There's a gang of best friends I've been mixing with since primary school. They give me good advises, they know my joke, they'll be here when I need helps with no string attached, they can fully accept the way I am - the REAL me. I really feel perfectly comfortable to be with them, sincerely. And I love them.

REAL me give REAL comments, speak REAL words which are happens to be offensive to those who dont know me or not closed with me. That's why I hard to get a real friend who understand me, and once I take you as my real friend, it's really hard for me to get closed with other people. I think I'm weird.

There's an incident happened months ago. Though it's been awhile, it still runs in my mind over and over again.  It's actually not a big deal but I just cant get through of it.

I said something... bad about my bestie's bf and she got mad at me. Like real mad. I SWEAR I WAS JUST KIDDING, I dont mean it and I really said it in a joking way. ...This is how it happened... We were in the car, I was holding her handphone, there came her bf's call, his grimaced face popped out and I said..........
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'Yer why your bf so yong soi (ugly) wan?'
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Was that too much? I dont know, if I was her I wont be so mad, in fact I'll say 'Yea I think so' and laugh together with her. Because I know she didnt meant it, and that was apparently a joke after all. I cant think for whatever reason she can be so mad at me about it.

She showed me the face after that. And when I asked her something she either keeps quiet or answer me rudely. Well I'm not a piece of wood, certainly I realized something is going wrong.

"Are you mad at me...?" I asked timidly.

"Everyone has their limit." She said sternly.


I know but I was so hurt! D= But I realized it was my fault to say that so I apologized. And she accepted it. Then we're good again. =D

However, what I feel hurt is... she cant take the way I am... I mean...I mean she should know I was just kidding! Right...? ...Or it's a no-no/taboo to talk about people's bf/gf even though that's your bestie? Is that really a forbidden?

Anyway, I'm not accusing her of not understanding my joke or whatever. But this incident made me think again, should or should not take your best friends for granted. I used to think it's perfectly alright to do that as they are your best friends. But now I'm confused. As what she said, everyone has their limits after all...

Maybe we just should not take anyone for granted except your parents?

I've been hesitating should I write it out, as that's really a big chance she will know I'm talking about her here and I really afraid it gonna affects our friendship, THAT is really what I DONT WANT it happens AT ALL. But it really stuck in my mind ever since. I'd feel better to say it out.


***Dear Love,


If you're reading this, for whatever reason PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont get mad (you know I'm really scared of that). =( 


I love you! You know I really do! For now, for tomorrow, forever! 

X.o.x.o.

Northam The Suite Spa!

I dont know why even though I've been always mentioned that I am working at Northam All Suite Hotel as a Spa receptionist (fine I think I didnt mention what I work as) on fb, but STILL there's craploads of people asking me where I'm working, what I work as. Okay so hereby I'm telling all of you,

I am working at The NORTHAM ALL SUITE HOTEL as a SPA RECEPTIONIST. Am I clear now? Lol.

So here's some pictures I took that day around my working area. I really kinda like the environment there except the pay is a bit low...

Guess what I'm going to say. LOL! Yay! I'm as pretty as the flowers! Aite I'm just kidding. Heh.

Ginger tea provided to all guests! It's good for your health and also good to smell. But I dont like it 'cause it's too spicy. I tried once and since then I never drink again...

8 Benefits of Ginger Tea:

1. Impedes Motion Sickness

2. Combats Stomach Discomfort

3. Reduces Inflammation

4. Fights Common Respiratory Problems

5. Encourages Normal Blood Circulation

6. Remedies Menstrual Discomfort

7. Strengthens Immunity

8. Relieves Stress

Source: http://www.3fatchicks.com/8-benefits-of-ginger-tea/

So normally once you come out from the lift, you'll either see me standing there...

or sitting here. xD

I really like my hair in the picture, I look neat! xD

If you're wondering, 2 sessions means one and a half hour. One session is 45 minutes. And you'll enjoy 15 minutes of sauna for RM 140 nett. 

One session is 45 minutes without the usage of sauna it's RM 98. It makes the two sessions more worthy right? 

The other facilities included jacuzzi, steam and also body scrub. So to know more, please feel free to pay a visit here. LOL! 

Yaiks! I forgot to take pictures of our suite rooms for spa. It's big and nice! =D And gym room!

See the building building? It's also under the same boss of Northam All Suite and also Gurney Hotel. 

No lifefuard on duty! So must take good care of yourselves! And dont leave your children unattended! 

Nice view right? xD

Working in a hotel like a big family. And I really like my job 'cause I can have the chance to meet loads of people from different background and countries even be friend with em. Which also can enlarge my sight of view. Ain't it just sounds cool? =D 

And one thing, people keep on asking me where I come from, am I local etc. Or some asked me did I study oversea all 'cause of my accent! Haha! I think it's cool weh haha. Some even asked me am I Philipino or do I have Indian blood. I was like what??? Which part of me makes me look like I got Indian blood??? Some said I look like Thai, China girl. -__________- 

So now I know I'm looking so international. Haha! 

YEY!!!!!

WOW WOW YEY YEY! 

I just came back from dental. I ALREADY PULLED OFF MY TOOTH! I'm so happy sincerely. But there's another problem, how I'm gonna eat now. I still havent eat anything, bet I can only drink porridge, yea, drink. Half of my face is feeling-less. Numb! I cant feel the pain even if there's someone cut my face, I'm serious. LOL! But dont try it.

The dentist told me that I cant pull off any of my tooth anymore as I already got too little teeth. So before this, I got 6 teeth lesser than an ordinary human, which means people will have 32 teeth while me only got 26 teeth. And now! I'm 7 teeth lesser than y'all! Damn kelian weh!

Which is, I got 14 upper teeth and 11 lower teeth now. When y'all should have 16 upper teeth and 16 lower teeth. Dentist said I might need to go for tooth inplant.

I dont have wisdom teeth! Look, my lower teeth only grew until first molar on my right and until second premolar on my left. Jeez. One lucky thing is I dont need to go through the misery while growing wisdom teeth. 

Anyway, you know what! I went dental on my own! Actually I was waiting for my mum to bring me there but I kept on waiting since 12pm to 2pm. Kept on opening my parents' room door see whether my mum would realizes me or not. But no, even if I had already in and out for so many times. Cannot, too painful and I cant bear with it anymore. So I decided to go myself.

I'M SO BRAVE!

Luckily I dont have to wait for too long otherwise I could end up faint there. Injected two time narcotic, surprisingly it wasnt as painful as I imagined. Good good. And when he pulled out my tooth, I barely feel anything. Very good very good. xD Now I'm worrying will it pain afterwards. =/

I'M SO HUNGRY!!! =(

I'm so worried of my lower teeth, only got 11..... It aint gonna affect my appetite or what right?

He's just not that into you.

What so hard to find someone you love and he loves you back as much as you do? I dont know why but it seems hard for me. =/ 

When I heard someone around me got a bf, (not try to be mean or what) I'm think, even she can find a bf why cant I? My friends said I'm too picky that's why. 

NOH! I never really set some terms in my heart about being my bf. (Okay maybe I did.) But I dont think that's considered picky. Everyone has their ideal bf/gf, so am I. I'm just happen to be single. 

There are some conditions.

1. I'm just not into him. What I can do if I really got no feeling to em? No right.
2. He's just not into me. And what I can do about it. Okay, it happens sometimes. Wait, it wasnt considered as 'like' yet 'cause I'm just kinda interested in him. I'll talk to him and once I find him not into me, I'll stop. 
3. He's into me and I'm into him. Sounds great right, but thing is, he's not ONLY into me, he's an asshole who into all the girls. Fine.
4. And here comes the worst. I'm so into him, but he already has a gf. Fml.

What I mean it's the worst is the feeling. You cant stop thinking about him. Thinking should I text him? Should I talk to him? Should I let him know how I feel? You expect every message is comes from him. You keep every message from him and read it when you miss him. Before you open the message you stare at the name bar praying his name will show. BUT HE HAS A GF! What should I do? It is sooooooooooooooo frustrating. 'Cause there's nothing you can do! 

I know some of you will say, haiya you already know he has a gf, what for to like him, serve you right! 

Yey I know I know, serve me right. -.- But what can I do??? He's just so my type even if I know he's in a relationship with someone else. I wont spoil their relationship though ('cause I'm not gonna do anything). I'm not that kind of girl and that is exactly why it's torturing. It disturbs your mind and your daily life until you forget about him. Sad or not. =/

It feeling so hard that can even makes you wanna cry...

Aite, I've to go get ready to work now. =/ 

Toodles!

I'm the happiest kid!

Alright, I'M BACK!!!!! Online with my OWN laptop!!! Guess what, turned my dad told me the wrong password, that . is . why I cant connect to it. -.-

Tadah!!

So this is my uniform! I uploaded it on facebook in the afternoon. And I didnt expect people like it so much 'cause I got so much Likes for it. LOL!! You guys really so happy I got the job huh? THANK Y'ALL! 

This is what I've to go through everyday on my way to work. Dang!

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One more thing! I know it's a bit too late to talk about it but THIS IS SO DELICIOUS!!! 

FRUUZE!!!

This is mine! Specifically, it's Susan's, Casther's and mine. Hahaha. It's kinda pricy so we decided to share a big cup. 

Blueberry flavored yogurt is damn goes with the almond flakes and chocolate!!! I think that's KitKat. YUMMAYYYYY!!!

Alright, so this is Susan and Casther if you wonder haha.

Susan is my bestie since primary school and I'm currently staying at her place. Haha. Casther is my new friend, she's ncie! =D Nice to talk with and also nice to mix with. xD 

Ohw well, I've no idea why I'm telling this like reporting my life... Whatever. 

Look at my wtf-y-so-fat-arm, I requested to take another picture. And see... -.-

I've no idea why I was laughing like that... And I look DAMN fat! I slimed down already anyway. LOL. 

Bet I'm the last one in people who now only realized how amazing it is. -.- What! Tutti Frutti didnt impress me well mah! And both of them are the same species, I thought should be no different. 

I think Tutti Frutti is more expansive? It counts by gram. Fruuze has a fixed price. I'm not so sure how it counts actually. By the size of cup? 6 bucks, 9 bucks and 13 bucks. 

RM 6 is without the topping.

RM 9 is with err two toppings I think.

RM 13 is with three toppings. 

So I think it's safer lah, at least you wont accidentally take too much and suffocated when you pay. xD

In case I'm not the last one in the world who dont know about it. Fruuze is located at Straits Quay. (I think everyone should already know tho even you never try it before)

The environment is good also. =D You feel warmth there!

Very soon, we've finished our Fruuze. Should really try it if you havent yet! xD 

(3 people sharing a cup is a bit gross I admit. Imagine our saliva is... mixing with the ice-cream and we eat it... ewwwwwwwwww. But all girls... nvm lah haha!)

Toodle!