I used to be very strict with myself, for months, few years ago. Eat very little everyday, do loads of exercises everyday and yey I slimed down alot that time. After that I started to letup. One of the pernicious habit of mine, I'm a little bit into everything but never stick to anything. =/
Everytime when I finally slim down, I relax myself by thinking, 'It's time to rest myself for awhile, I swear! Just for awhile!' and it normally wont be JUST awhile. I start eating those food I strictly prohibited, such as junk food aka all time enemy. Until I realized all the clothes are tightened. THEN ONLY I come to know IT'S TIME TO ON DIET AGAIN!
Epic-phailed.
Never-end-on-diet-plan. -____-
Yea yea serve me right, I should just shut up and effing stop eating AND STOP BITCHING I WANNA SLIM DOWN. NOOOOOOOOO!
We are human, we need food, we hungry that's why we eat.
And there are so many delicious food in the world, it's kinda lifeless to ban these from your life. Junk food are reasonable lah.
Imagine, when people are enjoying all kinds of nice food on the table and only YOU CANT! No, you DONT. Darn torturing. You know, some people, they dont eat rice at all 'cause rice is fattening. Wtf!? Rice is one of the most essential food in your life, though it's a fact, rice is fattening. =/ Dont eat too much la then.
There's a cousin of mine, she's already thin and tall. Argh I hate her body constitution. She's the epic kind of no matter how much she eats, she wont grows fats! She eats really alot. AND SHE DOESNT EXERCISE AT ALL! She got a small fatty belly though.
Few weeks ago, she started to indulge in the wave of becoming a model or actress. And she started to on diet. I barely see her touch any food since that.
Just now, when I was really starving and going to have supper, she said she wanna follow because she's starving too 'cause she barely touch the rice as rice gonna makes her fat like hell. Ok, when I was having my life-saving supper contentedly, meanwhile I wondered why hers still hasn't serve, she said she's not eating, at all. I thought she wanna eat something that's why she follow?! And she said she's starving.
WHY BOTHER?
This is so unhealthy and to be frank, I cant see any effect from all these self-torturing starvation. She is already thin enough! What she needs is exercises to build the body shape instead of starving.
Please, I'm like a fat short piglet if I stand next to her. -_____-
Ironic. Those thin people try all the ways to to slim down and people like me still happily enjoying food.
I'm kinda admire her willpower by not eating but I really despise it. I mean, why dont you just do more exercises?
But as long as she's happy lah. =/
If I do the same thing I sure I'm gonna die of starvation. I dont wanna become a ghoul. =S
Darn I'm hungry now. But I'm not gonna eat at this time. Controlling and keep yourself starving are different stories k.
Hana hana I just too tam jiak lah.
"Yeepie! Gorgeous! I wanna be this skinny!" cousin says.
I'm just kidding btw.
Toodle!
