What I can do?

I got nothing to do currently except eat, sleepy and play. Owh I do read some books as well. But of course not school books. ==
Was talking about what I can do now with my mum and my aunt. A good question. Very good one. I always worrying about it as well.
To be frank, I learnt nothing from what I studied in the past two years. Maybe I didnt study hard? Or....hmm. Did anyone from my course feel the same thing? Or only me? Ahh I remember about Mass Media Law. Owh yeaaaa, I learnt photoshop. Anyway, I dont know what can I do after this. Proceed to advanced diploma or degree? To be frank again, I really scared of examination.
Well, my mum said I can learn some other things.

Let's skip this gloomy stuff.

I'm going KL tomorrow night. To visit my relatives. It's been sooooooooooo long since I met them last year... or last two years? Hoohoo, miss them alot!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Was talk with my Sbabe through the phone just now. He texted me at 2 something P.M. to tell me that he's gonna sleep for whole day and he'll text me when he woke up. I get his message at 11 something P.M. -.= He really slept for the WHOLEEEEEEE day. Anyway, I thought he's not going to sleep tongiht already. Guess what, he's sleeping, again! Hahaha!!

My dear, I can hear the tiredness from your voice. Rest more, drink more water, less play game, less smoke. Dont get sick you know! Rest more so you can get enough strength to miss me everyday. ^^

Your birthday is coming soon weh! Seriously, I dont know what I can give you as your birthday present. I dont want to sound conceited, but I'm always be the one who accept the gifts, and I never send any gift to guy. I dont know what to send as well. Owh yea, I did send once, 3 fake shits to one of my guy's friend that I bought in Kek Lok Si. I dont think you want it. Haha!

Owh dear, I'll never angry when you tell me you gonna sleep. I'll never stop you when you say you're going to sleep. I wont force you to stay awake when you're tired just because I want you to talk with me, even if I really want to. Because my heart is aching when you bearing the tiredness. So for my own sake, I'll ask you to sleep. But I wont force you to sleep if you wanna talk with me. Never! <3 Haha.

End here.

Random

I dont like SMS, but still I SMS with those who I want to.
But if he/she doesnt reply my message, it'll definitely make me unhappy.
Normally, if I started the SMS and you didnt reply me, I'll stop texting you anymore that day and it'll probably decrease the percentage for me to text you again in the coming days.

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I almost fell asleep when I was driving my way home. I was SOOOOOOOOOOOO sleepy cuz I didnt sleep since yesterday, for the sake of the exam. I spent loads of my strength to make my eyes open. When I got home, I used my fastest speed to remove my make up and change, straight away fall on my bed and sleep. But I dont know what's the effing hell wrong with my air-con, it doesnt really work well. I wake up every 5 minutes to wipe my sweat. -____- Well, I'm totally awake now. And I got nothing to do.

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I NEED EXERCISEEEEEE!!!


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Phurk!

I dont know why but I just cant study right now, and I still got 4 hours left. As you can see, I'M BLOGGING!?!! *toottttttttttttttttttttttttttt*

What should I do now?? Force myself to face the book or facebook? Or just phurk it? Just leave it? WHAT SHOULD I DO??!

I feel like wanna screammmmmm outttttttt louddddddddd.

Oh yea oh yea. Hehe~~~ Owh ok I already posted it. =/

Samboy is coming back later~

STUDYYYYYYY!!!!!!

I miss you SO SO MUCH!

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But I'm not going to tell you whether on fb or through the phone. =P

Hahhh~ you're coming back tomorrow~

Cant wait to see you! Honestly!

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With L.o.V.e

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*I dont like SMS, BUT I hate people dont reply my message.

I just...

I dont want to admit that you are so important to me.

I dont want to admit that I really miss you a lot when you're not here.

I dont want to admit that I felt insecure when you 'missing' for one whole day.

I dont want to admit that I felt so sad when you didnt reply my message and I said I dont like sms.

I dont want to admit that I really do waiting you to call me or text me first, and I dont want to admit that it can makes my day.

I dont want to admit that I already get used to talk with you through the phone everynight to listen you to tell me that you miss me today.

I dont want to admit that I feel down when you didnt make the call.

I dont want to admit that I felt lonely when you're not around.

I dont want to admit that you're affecting my emotions even with one simple word.

I really dont want to admit that I really fall for you, at least deeper than I thought.

I thought I wont miss you like how I am until it really happened.
I thought I can manage my emotions nicely until I found that I dont really can.
I thought I can look on everything with a normal heart until I found that I failed to do so.
I thought I am sure that you love me more than I do but it's confusing me now.

You're stiring my emotions badly. And I dont really like it. Because I feel that I'm doing those all alone.
All I need just to tell me that you love me and you do miss me.
If you really do...

Whatever

My blog is dead! I got nothing to blog about recently.
Alright, let's crap some here.

The final is just around the corner. Ish, fine. It's tomorrow. And I already on the same page for an hour. Arg! Too much distraction at home!
Went Mois last night. Loads of my friends are there. Reach home at 5 in the morning and then went Butterworth at 9am. Slept like about an hour only.
Harrier is so nice to drive! Haha. Stable and soundless, and huge! Unlike my poor Wira. Aiks I met accident again when I'm on the way home from Butterworth. Just a small accident anyway but I need to play the repairs myself! My mum said she wont pay for me anymore for my car's injuries. =.=...

No more connection at my hostel....... Waddafarkkkkkkk. Well, I'm gonna leave end of this month though. And it's wayyyyy good for my revision. Haha.

Owhh err about MassCom Night. I got no comment on it aside for the terrible foods. Everything is......... kinda fine. Owh yea, the desserts are nice. That's the best part of food. The rest(food) are like 'Oh Mai Gawd'.

I think I better stop here. Running out of time to do revision already.

OWH!! Happy 1 Month Annivesary Samboy!!! XD
The first day we started was on 11th night at Mois. After one month, we went the same place on the same date again. Hahaha~