Now I know =)

I thought I'll be a very good girlfriend until I found out that I'm actually not.
I thought forgiveness is the best way to show I'm understanding. I thought it'll make my bf appreciate me even more cuz I'm way understanding than others. But now I know it doesnt work that way I thought. =/

I always say 'up to you', 'whatever' doesnt mean I dont have my own mind, cuz I wanna know what's in your mind. But now I know it's very important to speak my mind.

I'm not romantic. I dont know how to creat surprises like how other gfs can do though I really wanna make one for my bf. It's really struggling and upset when some special day is coming soon. I really wanted to do something but everytimes end up nothing.

There might have some defects that I forgot to mention but yeah, I'm not as good as I thought haha.

While in the opposite side, I FULLY trust my bf. =) But you must act on the premise that YOU'RE LOVE ME. Cuz I'll appreciate you every minute and second.

Remember that I wrote a post about terms of being my bf? Now I found myself was being so arrogant and self-conceited. That's stupid. *Cheh, who I thought I was.

While I lose something, I gain something as well.

Terms of being my bf:
1. Respects
2. Appreciate me

That's all. =)

Hahaha it sounds like I'm promoting myself! Whateverrrrrr. XD
I'm cool! ;)

Ergh... My blog is so in unbearably pinky. I adsolutely need to edit it again someday. ==

I'm boredddd to the max!

I dont like pink actually. But I've no idea most of the things are fine in pink, thank other colors. So sometimes I have no choice but to pick the one. =/ Pink is like... too girly. Well I'm a girl but I'm definitely not a girly girl. I prefer to be an awesome! Or cool and impressive perhaps! XDD Hahaha.

I'm really bored. =(

And I realised that I started to get bored of my job. It's not physically tiring. It's like... mentally tiring. Cuz I've nothing to do but to start working from 12pm to 11pm. Imagine! I cant go anywhere! Even I wish I could go out after work but it's quite late! And one thing, I dont have the keys (I'm staying in my aunt's house remember) and I cant hold the keys cuz they said it's too dangerous as I must understand the area they stay are quite creepy (robberies happen once in awhile). Indeed. Another thing, I cant sleep late. I'll get scold if I do. You know what, for me it was like so hard! I only got my time for these hours! I dont wanna spend it with sleep. == WHY?! Why cant I sleep late?? I can manage my time myself!

And somehow I felt my aunt and her husband are abit prissy and squeamish. I need to be very, very becareful to do everything. Cuz I dont know whenever, what ever I did which might unplease them. Creepy! But they are nice to me I've to admit that.
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Bastard! You're stupid! Hng!
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Mahathir stands for?

The person who invented this is genius!

When Dr. Mahathir was Prime Minister of Malaysia

One lousy day in the middle of the economic crisis, PM Mahathir was feeling extremely frustrated and wondering how a neighboring country can be doing better than Malaysia .

One of his aides said, I heard that the leaders consult Feng Shui masters to ensure prosperity for the country. Dr Mahathir thought if that was the case, Malaysia Bomoh also can, and went to seek the top bomoh's advice in the country.

After reviewing the case, the bomoh told Dr M that there were 2 things that he must do:

Bomoh: Step 1. You must blame the crisis on SOROS for everything.
Dr M: But Why?
Bomoh: Because SOROS stands for 'Speculate On Ringgit Or Stocks'. You must blame him, and look at ways to control the ringgit and stock market.

Bomoh: Step 2 - You must get rid of ANWAR.
Dr M: What! why him?
Bomoh: Because ANWAR stands for 'A Nation Without Any Ringgit'.
Dr M: But how? This is most difficult to do, he is popular with the people.
Bomoh: Aiyoh, you bodoh lah! Look at your name, MAHATHIR.
Make Anwar Homosexual And Then Highlight It Repeatedly

This one lagi best. The latest according to the trend.
Subject:
M.A.H.A.T.H. I.R

This is a new acronymn... stands for:
Must
Always
Hantam
Abdullah
Till
He
Is
Removed

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!

Let me cry first. I'll be fine.

Say Hi to my Single life

Haha recall everything back only realise how stupid I am.
I should realise everything had changes but I just keep lying myself and pretend that I never aware of it.
Met you was my worst luck ever but I'll remember all the moments we shared.
I wont pretend like I'm so generous this time. You dont worth it anymore.

Lastly, I thank you for giving me this as my birthday present. The greatest I ever had.
Guess you're laughing. I'll laugh about it one day either.

Good bye.

Crapping

I've no idea what so nice about football. =/ Haha, I'm just not interested, at all.
Nahhh I'm going to sleep soon. I'm really bored of staying at my aunt's place. I got nothing to do after work except for surfing on the internet and fb. Well, I dont have time to do other things anyway.

I watched 'Orphan' the movie noon of today. Errrrrrr hmm. Hmmmm. It'sssssss not like what I expected. It's more tooooo normal I should say. =/

I wanna watch Eclipse! But dont have time, and no one be my companion.

Arrgggh I really wanna blog but I dont know what to write about! =.=
Crappppppppppppppppp.
I need some excitement for my life! Anything! Or anyone can tell me how to create one? =D Any suggestion??

Owh hey! I just realise that the 'Eclipse' the movie is exactly the same name with the candy 'Eclipse'! Haaha.

-_____________-.... I'm just being too lamee now. Haizzz.

Alright alright. I gotta stop here. Nites.

Love you =)