Emotional

I dont hate you. I really think so.
But somehow it makes me scunner whenever I see your name and your photo appear on my news feed. =/ And the saddest part is, you're always at the top.

Argh! Why? It's annoying.

I hate being myself!

Dammit.

I'm so gonna delete some strangers from my fb then only I can add my friends. So mmm sorry if I deleted you heh. =D

Btw, Should I create another new account for my msn? I already got 2! =( Both of them kena the same problem. STUPID THING! Why like this?! I lazy to create another one! And too much passwords are confusing.
I that possible I've been hacked by someone?? But then why??? Msn also wanna hack! Nothing inside also! ;(

I wish I can speak better english!!! My english sucks! Argh!

Okay, I'm going to cook porridge now. And some soup perhaps. =D

Bye~

Awesome Nite

Had a great night with lotsssssssssssssss of friends. Come I list them out. XD
John Chew, who driving all the way to pick up everyone. THANK YOU!
Eddy Lim, who I didnt see for long time. *Hand punchhhh*
Shindee Wei, who took off her high heels with me and walk in UPR. XD
YeeMing, the very effective photographer.
Winnie Goh & LST, the love birds. Haha!
FeiCui & Chucky, another pair of love birds!
Owh and Nigel Law, the new cute friend. Haha!
YitSin, your red shirt very impressive. LOL!
I met YK's sister also, Joelle.

We went 7aste. But it was just the beginning. The later the better. XD
The first 2 hours at 7aste was like.... hmmmm. Nvm, then we went Nigel's table. KEEEEEEEEEP on taking photos. That's the best part there! I got myself a photo of me, Shindee and Nigel but I left it in Shindee's bag. =( Lucky she said will give me back haha! Cuz if I left at Nigel's place, I'm sure he's so not gonna give me back. He loves that pic!

That's the pic. =D








After thatt, we went UPR.
I went SS to find my friends. I enter SS like my own house Haha! I'm just kiddingggg. Cuz the friend I'm talking is the owner of SS and his friends. I met them on the cruise. Haha.
Then I ran in Voodoo, ALONE. No one bring me in. HAHA! I talk to the staffs say I'm going in to find my friends, can I? And then they let me in. HOW FRIENDLY! And then when I came out I ask them can I come back later again, and they said no problem. Hahaha. Really friendly!


I like Winnie's hair, so shiny! =O

Running here and there again.

But I think I'll stop drinking like this again. =.= I cant stand the smell of alcohol now. And alcohol can makes people fat. I DONT WANT! =( Hahhhhh, my stomach is tired. >.< Btw I'm going for a wedding dinner tonight. Perhaps I wont see alcohol. Or please dont put in front of me. Nausea................ THANKS PEOPLE! FOR THE GREAT NIGHT! ♥

=)

Hangover

It's been sooooo long since last time I went UPR. And I gonna admit that I really had a lot of fun ytd with allll my friends. I met alot of friends there!

Haha. I keep running here and there from Voodoo to SS and Fame.
Aww damn happy to see friends there. I met Kelley the sexy babe, I met Hazel Wong and Joan Cheah there. I met friends which I didnt see them quite awhile. Met new friends. Awww (That's Muntatt and Jong)

I miss the time when I was living there! Ah Hunnnnnnn!!!!! Come back Come back!!

I dont remember how much I drank but I felt damn nausea in the morning. I went downstair walking here and there, got myself a warm water perhaps it could makes me feel better. I wanna puke but cant, that's the worst!! I continued to sleep after that until 5pm.

Now I'm gonna go shower! And then grab some food!

To be continued.

*Ahem*
Look at people's 20th birthday. They got celebrations, friends gathering, laughters, surprises.
Compare to mine???

GREATTTTT.

I got my cat died. And freedom. No friends gathering and celebration. Got cry (cuc of the death od my cat). Surprise yes. Cuz of the death of my cat as well.

Tsk tsk. Pathetic case. What a failure. I SWEAR I gonna do something on my 21st BIRTHDAY!
Anything other than nothing! =m=

Still early though. Haha!!

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Last few days, I went a boutique with a friend of mine, Susan which located nearby my house. And I heard the conversation accidently between the owner and her clients, 2 girls which around my age. They talk about what they do together and also clubbing together very loudly and hmmm I dont know how to describe the feeling.

As you know, the place I'm living is kinda quite a countryside area. Girls here are ...... they dont go out often and for some of them, the place at another side of the Penang bridge is considered very far and a place only they go when there's something special. The island is a big big place for them. I said SOME of them huh!
So it's like, when they talk about things they do on the island, they sound very proud and will talk louder like showing off. As for clubbing. For them it's like a place for elite/classy people, and when they go in there, they feel like they are classy too. But hmmmm =/ I dont know. No offense. But clubbing is just an activity that most of the teenagers do, you dont have to be sound conceited like you are in a higher level than other people.
It is NORMAL to go clubbing, get the fact.

Btw, Imma like to bring my cousin go clubbing on her 18th birthday on 31st Dec and celebrate the new year countdown in passing. XD Anyone is going or what?
Owh, she's thin and tall. Hahaha! Single and available!

End.

My Happy Ending

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Dont leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they dont know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories so close to be just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending


Niceeeeeeeeeee lyrics. For so long now only I realized. XD