Why suicide?
I used to have this thought, no matter what, killing yourself is the stupidest decision and solution. 'Cause I think everything can be solve other than death.
But it's true that if things never happen on you, you'll never know how bad/pain it feels. Or how despair you'll feel.
For example, you lose shitloads of money in some gambling. The amount of the arrear is like you cant able to pay it even if you sell yourself 100 times. So you borrow money from 'Ah long'. Then the arrear rolling bigger and bigger. The creditors then do all the bad thing to you, to your family to threaten you to pay all the arrear. Soon, your wife abandoned you and bringing your children away from you. The ah longs come and kacau again, your parents scold you, friends leave you.
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...this is kinda suicidal right?
K la no objection to suicide for this. 'Cause things run to thing condition, I dont know what else still can do other than die. But it's your own fault for making thing this way. You serve it right.
I thought of suicide also when I was a little bit younger. Everytime I got my result especially Bahasa Melayu's, it makes me feel suicidal. -.- And when my dad forces me to go study, don't allow me to watch my favourite show, I feel suicidal as well.
What make me not to? Haha! Ok, when I felt suicidal, I think of my favourite dramas. I was thinking
'If I die, I cant finish the drama anymore!'.
Or I think of my favourite food.
'If I die, I cant eat them anymore!'
Funny? It's true. Hahaha when we still a kid, these are almost everything in our life.
Anyway, I'm still alive. I'm basically totally an optimist. Even I met something bad, I'll optimize it and rarely thought of suicide. But of course, I hardly meet something really bad yet in my life.
Owh ok, when I bang my car, it's really suicidal when I'm gonna tell my mum about it.
Ok there's various kind of reasons for people to suicide.
Amongst all of them, I think suicide for some love issues is the stupidest, irrationalest, and it's really tactless.
Kill yourself when someone dumped you? You really so choiceless until like that or cant live without them? Or in the contrary, you suicide to make it as a revenge for dumping you or neglecting you? If it is, you really can just go die already. 'Cause you're too lifeless. Moreover, killing yourself as a revenge is even stupider. You might make her/him guilty like for few years but trust me, time cures everything. Sooner or later, he/she will get over and forget about you. And live happily again.
What were you thinking when you decided to end your life because of a girl/guy? Even if that person did something really really bad, do you seriously need to go die? If you do, so do you mean that the person worth you life? Come on.
Suicide for a girl/guy wont makes you look greater. NO. It just make you much more stupid than you appearance shows.
You never think about how sad your parents will be, your family, your friends.
If you say you're just simply love her/him so much and you cant live without them? Your ass!
Then how could you kill yourself and make her feels bad if you really love her?
You're just a selfish asshole thinking without brain. =/
Am I too harsh? But it's true.
Why am I so agitated? 'Cause I read a news of a guy who just suicided 'cause the gf dumped him and doesnt wants to get back with him. =/
Here's the news. It's in mandrin though.
And this is the so called will?
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So many human out there, only the one you love is human? Or you live inside a cave and see no one?
It's actually quite hard to describe the stupidness of ending life for just a girl or guy dumping you.
Though I really felt sad for him when reading what he wrote. =( And I'm not scolding or accusing what he had done. I just really disagree people belittle their life this way.
Sincerely hope no one in my life would do such thing. It's too heart breaking.
R.I.P
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