Muntatt... why must you leave us so early? 


I miss you so badly...


I encountered so many things within the days without you. How I wish I can talk to you, whine to you like how I used to be... I promised I'll always be there for you but why you didnt do the same to me? I miss everything of us, the calls, your whines, the happiness and sadness, everything we used to share with each other. Muntatt... how are you doing there? =( Did you see how everyone misses you? And Vonn your sister... Must watch them up there you know? And your sunshine. =)


How much longer does it gonna take for me to get over these emptiness without you? 


You will always have a space in my heart which no one can replace it. 


Now this is the only place I can talk to you, so must always drop by and read it k? 

"I didnt edit my pictures!" Hana hana very pretty la.

I sometimes wonder a common thing on fb, why some girls they can create an album and designate it those photos are uneditted. WHO CARES? Who cares if you editted you photos or not?

I mean, people will know it from your photos whether you eddited it or not. I think pictures of 'no makeup' will be more lookable loh.

Kindly have a look at this photo I found accidentally on my news feed. I wonder why her picture appears on my news feed 'cause she's not even on my friendlist.

P/s: Nah, I dont hate her, I dont even know who's that. I'm talking about 'uneditted photos'. If you know her, kindly pass my apologize to her, 'cause I just picked her randomly. 



......Hmmmmmm.

I only can see her eyes. Or I should say I can barely see her face.

The main thing to edit is the face and she already covered 3/4 of it.

Then what's the POINT of saying it 'uneditted'??! Got things to edit meh like that?!

And I dont know whether she spells it in purpose or not, she cant even spell 'edit' correctly.

She captioned 'Ugly loh' under the picture but honestly, I cant tell whether it's ugly or not. Well at least you got a pair of big eyes. I think you wont be so ugly. But I'm amazed by the pouches under your left eye. It's almost the same size with your eyes. Did you editted it?!  *Oops



By the way, I thinkkkkkkk.. when girls captioned their pictures (which are actually not that bad) in a demean way, they intended to get something in opposite like compliments from other people to build up their confidence or just to get some satisfactions from the praises haha.

Like saying 'Omg I'm so ugly!' on a picture like

THIS

(I got the same comic!) (She didnt say that la. She said ugly only.)

I think it's obvious enough that you want more people praise you pretty instead.

'Cause you wont upload a picture if you REALLY think it's ugly. I wont, at least. Lol.



But I think I do the same thing also. Owh wait, did I?

I think I praise my own self more than saying myself ugly or what. Haha! People might think I'm just an attention seeker or a faker who try to get more attentions. =( Like I wanna say I want smaller boobs, some people might think I'm just showing off but they dont know! I really wish to have smaller boobs! They dont know the suffering of having a boobs size like mine in my height! I look short and fat! But indeed, I'm short and fat also lah. -.-

Back to the topic, I wont say myself ugly unless I'm really fugly in the picture.
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Ok, I just went through all my photos and I found I really never say myself ugly. Haha!! Not all photos la, only the album only me. And I really just praise myself like I like my hair 'cause I really do! And I'll haughtily flaunt my zero-makeup picture with a big caption 'No makeup' and two exclamatory marks at the back. xD

I think I'm kinda narcissistic. =X

Owh wait, HAHAHA this



I captioned fish face. I sincerely think this is kind of scary...

Ew I'm so 'zi lian' and that's quite disturbing. -___-
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I end up talking about my narcissism. Wth.

Lipsssssssss! (Super Random)

  

Aint they are juicy?~ xD

An Asshole

There's one kind of human, they got super high confidence, they thought everything is under their control, they thought they are the core as they thought they are important to you or everyone that even if they lie to you, they THOUGHT you'll forgive and forget about it. And when things didnt work out the way it was supposed to for them, they blame everything to others. Awesome.

There's a person, specifically a guy, around me.

I ran into him in the club that night and that was the third times we met. We barely talk before that or I should say we NEVER TALK before. He then asked for my numbers and I thought he's a closed friend of Muntatt so I think it'll be okay to give him my number, and one thing, I never expect he'd contact me after that, too. So I gave him my numbers.

At the same night, when I was already home, he texted me and phoned me after that.

I was actually quite emo that time and I just need someone to talk so I permitted him to call me when he asked for it. And we talked.

I cant remember what we had talk about but I'm sure we were crapping until he confessed to me that he likes me out of sudden.

I was like 'Wow? Aint he has a gf?' 'cause he added me up on fb the next day after the first time we met and I went his profile once, that's why I know he already has a gf.

So I asked,

'I thought you have a gf?' 


'We broke up two days ago.' 

That's what I remember for the whole conversation of the night and after that what we had talk about was he forcing me to be his gf. -.-



I JUST NEEDED SOME ANYONE TO TALK TO! 


I then went his fb profile for the second times. Nohhhhhh his relationship status says 'In a relationship with someone'. I think I asked him about it I just cant remember what he answered to me BUT I AM THINKING, since you said you ALREADY broke up with your gf two days ago, why does your relationship status still havent change to 'Single'? 

So I told him, come and talk to me about it again when your relationship status change to 'Single' in two days.

Fine, I wasnt really care whether he got a gf or not as I'm totally not interested in him. So I dont need doubt at what  he said. It was like an excuse avoiding this topic.

And he still calls me up the next few days in a row, I think it maintained for around a week. Call me EVERYDAY.

What??! I was try to be polite to him that's why I picked up his calls since he actually did not do anything bad to me yet.

Even though he called me everyday, we actually got nothing to say. He got nothing to talk to me as well. He can call me for 3 hours and there is half of it we're not talking anything.

We keep silent until I cannot tahan again, I try to find something to say like 'What are you doing?'

There's once, I asked the question. And he answered me,

'.....I'm thinking something.' (Nah! I am sure he IS not.)


'What are you thinking?'


'Something la.' (See, toldya he wasnt using his brain.)


'What la?'


'I'm thinkinggggggg... wherther I'm important to Jasmine Tan or not.' (NOW he found something to say, but wth is that?!)


'Then what's the conclusion?'


'Conclusion is, I'm just a nobody.' (THANK GOD YOU KNOW!)




He actually also expected me to text him first everyday which I never did. Then he'll call me at night and tell me he hates me 'cause I never make the initiative.

PLEASE! You are like a stranger to me and we got nothing to talk! Why would I talk to you first?! And it wasnt even my fault! And DONT ask me whether did I miss you! I DONT! And dont fucking act like you're sad when I say NO 'cause YOU'RE NOT! 

Got once, he talks to me on msn, HE talked to me first. But he was talking and replying with very short sentences. It's actually freaking boring to talk with him, so I tried to reply with more words so he could talk more but still he was replying me with hort sentences. So I cant tahan already, and I asked,

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'Why you're replying so liltle words?'


''Cause you mai chai wa I also mai chai you d.' (Wtf?! Like I careeeeeeeeeeee! P/s: In case you dont know, mai chai means dont pay attention to him)


'Then why bother to talk to me?'


'Cause I like you.'

WTH?! Please, if you really mai chai me, can you please, PLEASE dont talk to me on msn?

And all these things happened within 2 weeks! Which he IS STILL A STRANGER TO ME!

And of course, his relationship status still remain the same.

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Last two days, he suddenly talk to me on msn. PROUDLY asking me to go check out his relationship status on fb, he changed it already.

So I went, it's still 'In a relationship'.

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'What's the different?'


'Got. It was 'In a relationship with someone' and now it's 'In a relationship' only.'


'It's STILL the same.'

Blah blah blah...


'Haiz nvm la. Since you already dont want me, then nvm' (I NEVER WANT YOU!)


'It's up to you.'


'I want but you dont want, what I can do and say.' (WTH YOU WANT?!) 
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It's not like I want you in the beginning and I ditched you in the end! I NEVER WANT IT!

And are you blaming me for these? I told you from the very first place that I'm not interested in you. Fine I didnt tell, but I very obviously hinted you, YOU ARE NOT MY CUP OF TEA. 

Instead of blaming me did you realized you are JUST AN OVERCONFIDENCE ASSHOLE? You go after me, you lied to me that you already broke up with your gf in fact she's still your gf. And you thought I'll certainly fall for you but I'm sorry you're failed. And you're just a coward. 


Ridiculous. 

Ok fine, it's the last conversation and it was last two days.

And the next day, I saw he changed his profile picture into a picture of his and his gf, which according to him that he doesnt love his gf anymore and already broke up?

Can someone tell me what he's thinking?!

No wait, please dont tell me, I dont wanna know.

Owh and you're engaged now. Congratulations.



I didnt hate you actually. But I despise you from now onwards. 
I feel sad for your gf at the same time. 



I swear if you dare to put your guts on your face to CALL ME AGAIN, you'll know what's gonna happens. 


I'm gonna put your full name here and share it on fb. Try me.

年初二

Second day of Chinese New Year.


Woots! Spent it at UPR just now. 


In fact, got nothing much to talk about it. Usual thing like how I party. And met up with loads of people as usual. 


I was at Monkey Bar there and went in Mois at 2am. It's always nice to be there 'cause I'll surely meet up with loads of friends. 


Patrick was there. Hock Nam was there. Everyone was there. I even met some people from my high school. They were soooooo enthusiastic. Haha.


Too bad Muntatt you werent here. Everyone's missing you. =)


Took some piccies actually, will post up either here or fb or both but definitely not now. 


My eyes are closing. -.-


People! Happy Chinese New Year!!!! 新年快乐!!!


Huat arrrr!!! xDDD


Grrrrr I'm so excited!! Lol!! 


Morning! Cya!

Muntatt, it's Feb now. 


Few days more it gonna be CNY.


One week more it gonna be a month since you left us.


And two weeks more it gonna be Valentines' Day!


Hahaha you said if you cant find a gf in two months you'll go after me. Then I'll sayyyy 'Please, like you have no choice to choose me!'


By the way, did you got any kangtaos there? Tsk tsk. I'm sure you're partying and drinking now you drunkard! 


Hahaha I'm imagining how I'll bully you if you're here. 


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I dont like to talk alone. I miss youuuuuuuu. 


Some more I got grounded! Very sien wan you know to stay at home and no one talk to me!!


Owh got la. Patrick got talk to me. 


Wei! CNY coming soon! We supposed to be party like crazyyyyy. 


And and Valentines' Day, I'm soooooo sure you gonne ask me to teman 'cause you dont have a valentine! As you know, SINCE WE ARE SO FRIENDSSSSS, I'll surely surely be there for you! xD 


I know I'm a nice friend, it's a waste that you left me so soon. =( Hmph. 


Hmmm... =( I miss you...


Haiz. Damn chit thor talking alone now. =/