
Okay, new year new resolutions. Everyone at least has one. Mine? To be in a relationship. And so on. I'll talk about it later. Last year had been a pretty sucks year. I did a lot of shit stuffs/ bad things. Failed.
Anyway, how was your NYE? Attended a party? In the club? Hangout with friends? Enjoyed the countdown? Stuck in the jam and countdown in your car? Alone at home? (Well it sounds kinda sucks) Doesnt matter, it still sounds better than mine.
So I've been invited to a.... hmm party. Not sure what it should be called. Booked a hotel room, bunch of people gathering and drink? Whatever it is lah. So I went a party like that last night.
No offence to the people there, erm I mean friends there. But that was the..... most.... ehem. What I can say is I really cant fit in there. Most of them are couples. Doesnt matter. I'm not close with most of the girls there. MEANS I cant talk with them. I think I must have some socialize issues. I cant really talk with girls that are not closed with me. SOME of them lah. I said SOME!
You know what, undeniable, girls are scary. I'm not talking about someone specifically, I mean generally girls are scary, unstable, unpredictable, unfathomable like a black hole. You would't know what you did, what you said will offend them, and you dont even know what's happening.
Of course, I mean SOME girls.
What I was talking? Erm yea, so I was basically considered alone in the party. I cant fit it the girls, I cant talk with the guys, 'cause most of the guys' gfs are there. Talk to them, you wouldn't know what kind of shit will happens. The gfs might hate you forever, God knows. It turned a lil bit better when it came to the drinking game session. =/ I won some money though haha.
Throughout the night I had been sitting alone at the corner most of the night, watching the girls talk and laugh, the guys drink and gamble. Literally.
I met a new girl there though. Quite friendly. I like her. =D
The whole night since the girls came, one most shouted word, "BIEEEEEEEEEEE!" "BABYYYY" "BIE AR!" -________- Wholeeeeeeeeeeeee night. Well, no offence. It's... =/ nothing. It's good, very sweet. 

My phone was dead, I cant text my friends, I cant wish them happy new year. =( I didnt drive there, I cant leave earlier to somewhere else to meet other friends up.
I didnt mean they bored me lah. I think it's my problem. I cant decide, morbid isolation or social repulsion. =/
All my friends were having a great night last night! I'M SO JEALOUS! =( They were at a New Year countdown event at KL. Sam said I missed the best way to end my 2011 and begin 2012 with the blast. -.- Damn.
Argh! Anyway, again,

Looking forward to the CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! It's less than a month already!!