[Meinbrain]: Dogs

...Was surfing on fb as usual, reading news feed that arouses my interest. And then again, I saw those heart breaking things.

A man tries to throw his puppy into the sea to get the puppy drown and die. But the puppy is so strong, he keeps on swimming back to its owner, someone that the puppy thoughts he will loves and protects him. No matter how many times he swam back to the man, the man keeps throwing him back to the sea without any hesitation. . Until he's scared of the man...


He doesnt know what he has been done wrong the owner doesnt want him anymore. He was so scared and has to hide behind the rock until the man left...


Thank god there're some other people who saw the whole thing and went up to save the poor puppy.

Why on earth the man has to do this? It's just an innocent poor little life. Why? And he done nothing wrong. The only fault the puppy has done is to born to this world? It's so unfair.

Us human, as the most powerful and smartest living thing on the planet, though we're unable to protect all other living things due to the balance of nature. Each animal has its ecological niche. Every creatures are gonna be eaten, except humans I'd say, despite some cannibalisms and some animal attacks as animals dont always eat humans. And it happens merely because humans had incompatible with the balanced ecosystem. Talk about the polar bear attacks human.

Poultry are the unlucky one. Always placed bottom of the pyramid. Everyone eats chicken and duck. Also cow and goat etc. Grass eaten by worms, worms eaten by birds, bird eaten by snakes, snakes eaten eagles. And everything eaten by humans. Predator prey interaction.

What my point is, we eat them but we DO NOT TORTURE THEM at least.

Omg I'm rationalizing myself from eating so many chicken and fish. BUT I DONT TORTURE ANIMALS! I respect all lives on earth!

Look what humans do. Torture animals, skin animals alive to get their fur to make those bloody coats, cut off the fins from live sharks and throw em back to the sea, slaughters, eat monkey brain of the live monkey, bear's paw WTF, bear bile *you dont wanna know how they get it*.

Well I know all animals are intelligent. They feel happy and pain, they sad. But let's talk about dog here, man's best friend.



For over centuries, dog has been keep as a helper, guardian, kids' playmate, loyalty protector and companion of humans. The cohabitation of dogs and humans would have greatly improved the chances of survival for early human groups, and the domestication of dogs may have been one of the key forces that led to human success.


Dog is a very smart animal and yet, humanity. And they have a very clean and simple soul. If you feed them food, play with them, they will pay you back their life of loyalty, love you , and protect you. Be there for you no matter who you are, rich or poor.

They happy when you play with them, they feel sad when you fall sick.




Look at this dog! They're just like human!


Some people they just dont understand. They think animals are just animal. They cant think and they cant feel. If you really think so, you're retarded. Dogs feel everything like humans do. The only thing they cant do is speak like human.

They cant speak and fight for their rights, that is why there are some sick monsters treat them so inhumanly like some rubbish, they dont even treat dogs as a life just like them. Just because they cant speak. And they proclaim themselves as human.

They torture dogs, burn dogs alive, beat dogs to death. What for? For fun. They build they happiness on the misery of others. They enjoy seeing dogs suffering from pain to death. They got nothing better to do.

Not asking we must give everything best to your dog, dog house, dog spa, dog mask whatever. No, what the only thing they need is your love. Give them food and play with em. They want nothing more than that.

Dogs unlike human. We got parents, siblings and friends. But your dog only have YOU. You're the only family they have. Once you abandoned them, imagine how to gonna live out there. No one loves them, no one pat them to sleep..... This is so sad.

Look at the stray dogs on street... not asking you to love all of em but at least dont treat them badly. They got nothing, fight for food with the world alone. If they're unlucky enough to met some sick psycho... what will they think. 'I've done nothing wrong since I was born, I seek food on my own from the garbage, I didnt bother the human, why human have to treat me like this.' 

Isn't it sad?

Please have a heart...

Well not only dogs, cats and also other animals.

One last to those who raise dogs, PLEASE DO NOT KEEP YOUR DOG IN CAGE.
Look how sad they are!

HERE is a nice article to read about street dogs.

Friends, life, friends.

I really got nothing to blog about at all, does it signifying I'm having a really dull life now? Is my life really THAT dull??

I'm curious. I used to blog alot before I started my job in pg. The inspirations of blogging just came out from nowhere. Anything can be the topic of my new entry. But that time I am merely sitting at home everyday! Facing the laptop of television. And I barely hangout with friends. Well not BARELY, I had a lot of fun when I was having fun. Which is more interesting than what I am now.

Since I started working, I really barely go out. It's been at least a month since I drank. Which is good, I suppose. And I didnt go club at all. .....Wait. Is that the reason why my life is dull now?! Nono, it cant be.

Well, I dont have friends there. I mean real friends I can hangout and talk and have fun with. Do have some other friends but we dont really talk with each other. And those I can hangout with have to work as well, and they live far away from me. =/

Well there's a friend, hmm who used to after me few years ago. But nothing happens between us. He tried to confess to me but before he did, I made it clear that he'll be nothing more than a friend to me. I know it's cruel but it's even more cruel to give someone a false hope, right? Since then we seldom talk with each other. I'd like to befriend with him honestly, he's a good friend but he seems doesnt has the same thought.

Well as what I've said, this was like few years ago, and I know he was aftering other girls after me. So I assumed that everything that happened had been over, moved on. Every time we started to contact with each other after a long time, he'll like... okay, we talk like good friends when we meet, but when he sms me, I can feel that he's trying to hint me or tell me he wanna have something more than a friend can be. I cant give an exact example hm. =/

He texts alot btw, and y'all know I'm not really have the passion for texting.

And yea, it makes me flinch. I dont know how should I handle it. I thought he should clearly know what I think about him right? After that incident? So hm, we always end up become estranged with each other.

So yea, I dont have much friends left in pg.

911, A tragedy we will never forget.

It's been 10 years. The terrorist attack of 9/11/2001 changed the world as we know it. On that morning, 19 terrorists from the Islamist militant groups al-Qaeda hijacked four passenger jets. The hijackers intentionally crashed two planes into the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center in New York City; both tower collapsed within two hours.Hijackers crashed a third plane into the Pentagon in Arlington, Virginia. A fourth jet, United Airlines Flight 93 crashed into a field near Shanks ville, Pennsylvania before it could reach its intended target in Washington, D.C. after the passengers attempted to take control.


There were total of 2,996 deaths, including the 19 hijackers and 2977 victims. The victims included 246 on the four planes (from which there were no survivors), 2606 in New York City in the towers and on the ground, and 125 at the Pentagon.

Over 90% of the workers and visitors who died in the towers had been at or above the points of impact. In the North Tower 1,355 people at or above the point of impact were trapped and died at the World Trade Centre of smoke inhalation, fell or jumped form the tower to escape the smoke and flames, or were killed in the building's eventually collapse.

At least 200 people fell or jumped to their deaths from the burning towers, landing on the streets and rooftops of the adjacent building hundreds of feet below. Some occupants of each tower above the point of impact made their way upward toward the roof in hope of helicopter rescue, but the roof access doors were locked. No plan existed for helicopter rescues, and the thick smoke and intense heat would have prevented helicopters from approaching.

A total of 411 emergency workers who responded to the scene died as they tried to rescue people and fight fires. 341 firefighters and 2 paramedics were sacrificed. And also the police officers.

Estimated that about 17,400 civilians were in the WTC complex at the time of attacks.

More than 70 countries lost citizens.

Weeks after the attack, the death toll was estimated to be over 6,000, more than twice the number of deaths eventually confirmed. The city was only able to identify remains for about 1,600 of the WTC victims. About 10,000 unidentified bone and tissue fragments were collected that cannot  be matched to the list of the dead.

Until 2010, human remains, bone fragments were still being found. As of August 2011, there are still 1,122 (41%) of victims remained unidentified.

Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/September_11_attacks

W.T.C (1973-2001)

Source: http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2010/02/10/article-1249885-083AABF8000005DC-865_964x694.jpg

GIMME INTERNET CONNECTION!!!

Yea, if you read my blog, you'll realised that I never update anything recently. 'CAUSE I CANT! 

Not because I'm too busy (well, I'm quite busy though recently), just because I cant get to online everywhere. Like EVERYWHERE! When I'm in pg, yea I said there's a cyber cafe that I can bring my own laptop there and online BUT it never opens at the fix time!! When I wanna go, it didnt open; when I dont wanna go, its door opens BIG BIG! CILAKA! WHY?!?!?

Alright, FINE. So I thought at least when I go home then I'll able to use FREE wifi all the day, online until my laptop exploded, guess what, I dont know whether it's my laptop or the damn modem, when I try to connect it, it shows "Limited access"... and I cant online. WTF IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?! Why my dad's dekstop can online and my laptop cannot?!?

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

AWESOME!

And now I'm using my dad's super old dekstop and keyboard, enjoying the typing sound...-.- SIGH!

Anyway, my working life is..... so far so good, except the pay is a bit low. -.- It's really quite a nice place to work, 'cause I can talk to loads of hmmmm foreigners HAHA! I find it interesting. xD There was a french asked me out for a drink. LOL! I didnt go lah of course.

But as I've said, the pay is really quite low, make me no motivation to hold it on. -.- That is also why I still considering whether temporarily stay with my friends or rent another place to stay. BUT, id I quit the job now or soon, I think I'll lose confident to my future, even an easy job I also cannot insist. -_____- Take it as a....n experience lah or some kind of self-discipline whatever. Do it as long as I can lah. =/


I got sooooo much to talk and also some pictures I'd like to share with you but before that, I'm gonna back to retry to connect my laptop to the connection. (Wow I used so many 'to') Because it would be easier to upload those pics and also I much prefer to use my laptop. =/ Sadness.

BRB!! Or maybe see you tomorrow. xD

Fell sick!

Omg I'm so full of bugs inside my body! Out of sudden all the sicknesses come to me.

Sore throat
Run at the nose
Stuffy nose
Sneeze
Headache
Lack of sleep (okay it's not a sickness)
Insomnia then!
andddddd...
My eyes, I dont know, it's freaking tired. I think that's 'cause of the insomnia. =/
And and and GOSH! My left ear is freakingly itchy inside! And I cant do anything with it! I kept rolling with the cotton bud in order to reduce the itch, I even put some medicated cream on it! But cant! Geez!

And the sunburn on my shoulder, the skin is coming out like snake changes skin.

Owh and 'cause I'm a bit stuffed up, I cant breath well. Only one of my nostril is working, so now it needs to work harder to inhale the oxigen. It's actually quite... afflicting. -.-

I want some sleeping pills but my mum said no, it's no good. Sien, but then she gave me some med for err flu I think. Hopefully it gonna makes me sleep tight later.



Omaigawddddd please please be mercy. LEAVE ME ALONE! I got my own real friends and I dont need you! AT ALL!

Okay, already popped the med. Let's pray it'll does its work efficiently.

Toodle!

Stop torturing/killing animals!

Ever since we can find loads of videos, pictures of people torture animals inhumanely especially from the internet. It always breaks my heart so much when I see those innocent souls been treated cruelly for no reason. Owh wait, there's sometimes a very simple reason, they've been tortured for human's joy.

Let's talk about cats and dogs, the majority victims.

I really got no idea why they have to torture such a cute and innocent animals. One thing for sure, they got mental problem. Normal human being will not torture and destroy a life like this.

  

List out some types of mental problems of torturing animals.

1.  Need some attentions.
2.  Want to be famous.
3.  Relieve pressure. (wtf. Go smoke lah, die faster.)
4.  They dont know what they are doing.
5.  For fun. (memang siao)
6.  Personal interest. (lagi siao)
7.  'Cause they are bored, got nothing better to do.


What esle har?


So if you read newspaper, or you have a fb account, you should know the news of a girl torturing cats, apologized about what she has done. She said she didnt know what she was doing. You dont know? You were killing cats only mah. You dont know? Nothing lah, you  stepped  put your foot on the kittens only and dont know why they died suddenly. You thought they are super kittens that they wont die. Gawd knows they'll die after that, hor? 

Ok lah, I'm not try to accuse her or what. At least she apologized, and receiving the punishments. Respect her courage to stand out and apologize. Unlike the one who torture poodle ones.

I actually didnt watch any videos of people torturing animals. Dare not to watch at all. I'll surely cry until dont know how to say. If I accidentally click on the pictures of it, I'll stun and keep stare at it, then start imagine how painful it is, what the people thinking when they are doing it, what the animals thinking when they are being torture. And then start to cry. -.-

There's once, my friend thought it was fun to show me the pictures of people slaughtering seal, ok la he didnt think it was fun, just wanna show me the pictures. He sent me the email without telling me what's inside. I clicked in and saw the bloody pictures...... Stunned, keep looking at it and started to cry. And I shocked my friend. Since then he never ever send me this kind of emails. 

...Not really cry like killing pig lah, sobbing and cant stop the tears.

I wanna put some tortured animals' pictures but I dare not to open it and I dont wanna to torture myself by opening my blog with those heartrending pictures for days until my new entries push them down.


Not only torturing, like some cultures or traditions, they have to slaughter animals for kind of celebration or kind of representation of power, like the more you kill the more respects you'll get. Wtf.

Nehhh, there was a news what, a short time before, there was a video of dolphin slaughter in Japan without a valid reason.

You know how they responded to this? They said they are not gonna stop it no matter what the world says 'cause this is their tradition. Omg just stop it lah. Buy some toys and pretend like you're hunting them. Or you can have a competition of drawing dolphins. 

And this happens in Denmark.

Though it may seem unbelievable, but even today this brutal, dantesque and bloody slaughter of dolphins are still carried out each year in the Faroe Islands which belong to Denmark. A country supposedly “civilized” and belonging to the European Union.

*heart-breaking ='(

This is in Nambia, animals beaten to death.

The Namibian authorities have given permission for 86 000 seals to be clubbed to death – 80 000 of them nursing seal pups. This is the largest slaughter of wildlife in Africa and it happens every year.

Canadian seal slaughter

Seals skinned alive for their fur and it happens every year. Omgggggggggg.....

Hunters toss dead and dying seals into heaps and leave their carcasses to rot on the ice floes because there is no market for seal meat. 

The congregation of hundreds of thousands of harp seals on the newly formed ice off the coast of Newfoundland to give birth to their babies is at once a great natural wildlife spectacle and the scene of the biggest marine mammal slaughter in the world. During the annual Canadian harp seal hunt the ice will run red with blood as far as the eye can see.

There's a story I read from a website, dont know whether real or not. When you lie on the ice, the seals will climb out and lie beside you to keep you warm and save your life, by that time the people will kill em. How sad!!!!!! 

Omg cant stop crying. Google search 'Slaughter seals' you'll see all the heartrending pictures. 

ALL these cruelty, inhumanely stupid acts of slaughtering animals for human greeds should be BAN and put them into jail for live!

This is totally unacceptable! Totally unforgivable! And yey, look at the disasters, human are receiving the karma of destroying the natural.

"What we have done to deserve these?"

9th January

My heart is aching.

The pain was almost more than I could bear. It was too pain to send you off.

Everything is so unreal. Many past things have flashed on my mind and it's like you are still around me, somewhere near me.

It's like you will ring me up out of sudden at anytime and tell me about your stories again.

About where you went, who you met.

Then I'll ask, "Then what you did? Any 'chi kek' story??"

***** **** *** ** *

22nd September

Heh that was the first time we met. But we didnt really talk to each other yet lah that time. I think we started to talk in mid of October.

10th October, that was the second times we met. Haha. There are some pictures I took that day. I'm just refer to the date. You thought I really can rmb ar. I think started talking after that.

24th November, the first time you drunk called me. Nah I referred this to my phone.

4th December, the first time you came my house and pick me up to pg. Alllll the way from pg. And sent me back again alllllllll the way from pg. Damn kam dong. xD

Haiyo cant finish your stories lah. Though it was only how long we know each other? Sinceeee Sept 22th so it's... harrrrr 107 days only??? Wow! NYE was the 100th days we know each other weh! Yaiks. Should count it earlier. Since we were so friends, I know you'll buy some gifts for me. LOL!

How could be just only 107 days?? I feel like we already know for at least a year.

Dont worryyyy, I wont blow the gab. Secrets will remain as the secrets. I swear.

***** **** *** ** *

Oh yeah, your favorite line,

'eh sorry ar I was drunk so tipsy, I forget what I said already. What did I say last night? *blushhh*'

'Dont laugh at me k.'

'Forget it forget it!'

Tsk tsk. Sorry I always laugh at you for that. And then suan siao you kao kao. That's what you always complain to me 'cause you said you wont do that to me. And sorry I couldnt forget it, 'cause all of it already saved in my phone and msn. I think I wont gonna delete them also.

***** **** *** ** *

Thanks for calling me almost every night when I was in KL. It was always fun to talk with you even though I was sleeping.
Thanks for talking to me almost every night all the while. You were definitely someone special to me. No one could ever treat me as good as you did.


***** **** *** ** *

"Merry Christmas my sunshine."

That's what you said to me on X'mas eve. I dont know why but somehow I just felt so happy.
Now I feel so lucky that I ppk my old friends and celebrated X'mas eve with you though I still feel so bad to my them.
I wonder did you keep my full-of-efforts xmas card nicely. And the map which saved your life once!

Haha Look at my card and my map. I'm such an artist.

***** **** *** ** *

NYE, I bumped into you. I texted you and the first thing you said when you saw me,
"Orhhhhh come pg didnt call meeeeeeee.."
.
.
.
Penang is full of your shadow.


Did you see how much we love you? I am really really so gonna miss you much. I meant it.

I just cant help myself to stop thinking about you and whenever I think of you, it tears me.

It's 6:08am, you supposed to be talking with me right now. Now I'm alone. Since now, I'll be alone in the middle of the night.

Nothing grieves me more, so just let me cry...

Until I get over it.

"You just faded away... You spread your wings, you had flown

Away to something unknown... Wish I could bring you back

You're always on my mind... About to year myself apart

You have your special place in my heart, always

.

Heaven is a place nearby

So I wont be so far away

And if you try and look for me

Maybe you'll find me someday

heaven is a place near by

So there's no need to say goodbye

I will trying not to cry

I'll always be by your side

.

And even when I go to sleep... I still can hear your voice

And those words... I never will forget"

With Loves.
Your Sunshine

7th January

It's 8:29pm.

I saw the first 'rest in peace' on your wall last night. I thought it was a joke. I even texted you asking why is everyone sending you these. I even expected you to call me back soon telling me it was some prank.

But of course, no one gonna reply me.

I cant describe how scared I was when I realized the condolences are increasing second by second the next day. I wanted to ask someone but I also realized I did not close with any of your friends.

My dearest friend, Muntatt, you will be always in my heart, and you're remembered.

Though it's only few months since we know each other, you were such a nice friend to me.
When you promised me something, you will always be the man of your word.
You came all the way from pg to fetch me just afraid I'll bored at home everyday.
I'll never forget all the outings with you. It was fun. And I fully enjoy it.
The X'mas eve, NYE that we just celebrated together 1 and 2 weeks ago.

I am really really happy to know you. Knowing you is one of the greatest thing I've done last year. And I'm so regret that I never let you know.

No matter how people think about, you were always my best friend, best brother.

Now, no one will call me in the middle of the night to whine about his problems.

No one will call me sunshine.

No one will be there in the middle of the night when I need someone to talk.

I'll never see your name appears online in my msn.

Muntatt, you told me that you already get used to talk with me everyday. And I told you, same goes to me.
But now you left me... You left us. How could you!

It is just too sudden and I still cant believe that I'll never see you anymore.

When I read the news of your accident, I cant stop crying. It is heartbreaking and unacceptable.

It must be so pain even the hospital just in front of you and still it couldnt save your life.

How I wish I was there with you even though there's nothing I can do.

I hope it was only just a dream.

It's 10:16pm. You will never know how hard for me to write it. This is what I never ever expect in this new year.

I love you, my friend.
Thanks for all the happiness you brought for me.

May your soul rest in peace in a better world...

I will miss you. We will miss you.
With Loves.