[Meinbrain]: Uncomfortable Touches

One thing I had realized recently. I actually dont like people touching me when we're talking or something. Especially my shoulder and hair and... erm... everywhere. I feel really uncomfortable about it.

Some people, they used to like pat your shoulder, well pat still fine. Some people, they will put their hand on your shoulder when they talk. Uh-uh. Dont do that to me. Or for whatever reason, touch my hand. They might not do it in purpose or try to take my advantages but I just feel uncomfortable. UNLESS you're my bf, my really closed friends or some cute and adorable guys. I dont mind then. LOL! I'm just kidding. But I'm serious about the bf. I like my bf touching me when we're talking or even not talking. PURE TOUCHING HUH! I'm not talking about something naughty. =/

I like my bf touching my hair, put my hair behind my ear. It's just so... loving! But the feeling is totally different when it comes to a friend. If a friend does it to me, I'll like...... wth? Yer. What are you trying to do? Well, friends can touch my hair but dont help me to put my hair behind my ear. I will hate you. Omg I really dont know how to describe the feeling. When we're not that close, please dont do this kind of intimate contacts. Ew. Even if you're SUPER hot. Unless you're Ryan Reynords.

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Dont keep on staring at me and not talking. That's really creepy and scary. And it makes me feel freaking uncomfortable as well.

I dont like someone who is not my bf touching my body parts, touching my hair, holding my hand, unless I made the initiative first. For whatever reason, you're cute or maybe I'm just flirty. LOL!

In short, dont touch me when you talk. Unnecessary touches are gross. Always gross.

Rubella (German Measles)

I've been sick at home for few days. I'm not sure what I got, rashes are all over both of my whole hands and  legs. But I think it's not a rashes, so I shouldnt call it a rashes. =/ Dad said it's german measles. But how the hell I got it?! What's the cause of it?! Consulted the doctor and he said no big deal, gave me some cream to wipe on it. But it seems doesnt work. =/

Dont really know how I got it. But it started after I came back from the sauna with mum. And it gone worse the next day.

It's so itchy but I cant scratch it 'cause it's painful! =(

And the stupid colleague, told her I cant be able to work today as well. And look what she said to a patient.

"why u always take mc! you know I not free today! I very tension to u! I dont care you have come to day!" 

Wth, it's not like I purposely dont wanna go work that's why keep on mc. Lema. And what's 'very tension to you' supposed to mean?

Then I sent her a picture of my legs, ask her kindly look at my skin, does she really think I was lying about my sickness. And she just STFU after that. Tsk.

I wanna show y'all the pictures of it but I dont know why my laptop just cant detect the memory card of my camera. So I cant show it. =/ But you can google search german measles, it looks something like that but not that serious, yet? LOL.


Yea something exactly like this.

So itchy!

But still very tulan at what my colleague said to me. What can I do if you're not free. Sorry lah, blame my german measles lah. Xiao ca bo. Look who will be damn happy, and even got MORE free times if I resign.

Owh and tell you a good news, 'cause I'm gonna work until the end of July only. LAUGH LAH! I KNOW YOU'LL BE DAMN HAPPY.

Hhahahah~~~

Btw, now only I know German measles also known as rubella. It sounds like a beautiful name but it's in fact a virus. =S

The rubella rash can look like many other viral rashes. It appears as either pink or light red spots, which may merge to form evenly colored patches. The rash can itch and lasts up to 3 days. As the rash clears, the affected skin occasionally sheds in very fine flakes. 

Other symptoms of rubella (these are more common in teens and adults) can include headache, loss of appetite, mild conjunctivitis(inflammation of the lining of the eyelids and eyeballs), a stuffy or runny nose, swollen lymph nodes in other parts of the body, and pain and swelling in the joints (especially in young women). Many people with rubella have few or no symptoms.

Source: http://kidshealth.org/parent/infections/skin/german_measles.html#


But amongst all those symptoms, I only got  errr headache? OWH! And swollen lymph nodes! Luckily my eyelids and eyeballs didnt infected... else it gonna make me looks creepy and scary. Must be rubella already lah!! =/

Lasts up to three days huh...

Everyone knows Peter Coffin now

Lmao! So all of you must know things about this pathetic dude who offended the wrong person - Xiaxue

What?! You dont know what about it??? Alright HERE is the whole story.

 

Peter Coffin & his "girlfriend", Kimi Kobayashi

In short, this dude named Peter Coffin created a fake blog, Twitter page, Facebook page, and YouTube channel as a way of pretending he had a pretty young Japanese girlfriend, Kimi Kobayashi.  He stated that he and she were Twitter's new "Power Couple".  After harassing XiaXue for being a "fake Asian" due to her plastic surgery, XiaXue's followers exposed the Japanese girlfriend to be a Korean model and not in any way connected to Peter Coffin.  He had basically stolen stock photos off the internet galleries and created himself the perfect girlfriend. 


Source: http://inthewarbetween.blogspot.com/2011/03/peter-coffin-you-sad-sorry-sonofabitch.html


Hahaha I copied and pasted it from this site. Since we're just talking about the same thing. Owh btw you can have some other details from that site, too.


So in fact, Peter doesnt has a Japanese girlfriend 'cause his so called girlfriend is happens to be a Korean ulzzang - Lee Na Young. And it has been found out by Xiaxue and been published to the whole world through her blog. Now you can see loads of people are talking/blogging about him, included me. Haha!


Peter Coffin's youtube channel


#77 - All time Most subscribed comedians
Haha he should seriously thanks Xiaxue for the publicity.




I think I dont need to re-blog everything people had already blog about. So I will just give you guys some links to read more about it.


Links:
#1.
http://rantsandretardicles.blogspot.com/2011/03/i-hate-you-so-im-going-to-like-your-fan.html?zx=36f5c2d4eacb76cd


About this link, I dont know, but most of the people who read it believe that THAT blog is created by Peter Coffin who tries to defend himself as a third party but the author himself strongly denied that he is not Peter Coffin. Well, judge it yourself. Hahaha.


#2.
http://www.metro.us/newyork/life/article/812781--peter-coffin-the-strange-story-of-a-boy-a-model-and-his-girlfriend--page0

And this story had even on the national news site in the US! Xiaxue is going even more popular now haha.

The epic picture. xD

Whee, in a conclusion, no matter this whole thing is real or not, Peter Coffin is still a pathetic loser 'cause no matter what, he dated a so called girlfriend for 8 months and he never met her or webcam or even call/hear her voice. Tsk tsk. Just read whatever written in Xiaxue's blog you'll know how pathetic he is. 

Kesian. D= But he must be damn popular now. xD

[Update]

The day after Xiaxue blogged about him and the fact of his "girlfriend", he sent an email from (according to him) his lawyer to Xiaxue, LINK here. 


Damn funny. And you know what's funnier now? 


That so called LAWYER'S letter from Peter's legal team (ahahahahha) has been found out that it is copied from this website. HAHAHAHAHA!


Why he so phailed wannnn????? Is that humanly possible to be so phail??


Now the whole world knows that he's not only a loser, faker, and also a liar. Owh owh! And plagiarizer! Bhahahahaha. 

Xiaxue rocks! xD


[Update 2]


I'm dont hate Peter Coffin you know. I blog about it 'cause it's FUNNY. And you know, he could do such thing, he could also be able to afford all of these. Anyway, if he really needs an apologize from me for this, I'd like to. xD Seriously wan! But no one cares I think as he's REALLY not popular here. 


And look what I found.

She looks like my kitten. xD

Stop torturing/killing animals!

Ever since we can find loads of videos, pictures of people torture animals inhumanely especially from the internet. It always breaks my heart so much when I see those innocent souls been treated cruelly for no reason. Owh wait, there's sometimes a very simple reason, they've been tortured for human's joy.

Let's talk about cats and dogs, the majority victims.

I really got no idea why they have to torture such a cute and innocent animals. One thing for sure, they got mental problem. Normal human being will not torture and destroy a life like this.

  

List out some types of mental problems of torturing animals.

1.  Need some attentions.
2.  Want to be famous.
3.  Relieve pressure. (wtf. Go smoke lah, die faster.)
4.  They dont know what they are doing.
5.  For fun. (memang siao)
6.  Personal interest. (lagi siao)
7.  'Cause they are bored, got nothing better to do.


What esle har?


So if you read newspaper, or you have a fb account, you should know the news of a girl torturing cats, apologized about what she has done. She said she didnt know what she was doing. You dont know? You were killing cats only mah. You dont know? Nothing lah, you  stepped  put your foot on the kittens only and dont know why they died suddenly. You thought they are super kittens that they wont die. Gawd knows they'll die after that, hor? 

Ok lah, I'm not try to accuse her or what. At least she apologized, and receiving the punishments. Respect her courage to stand out and apologize. Unlike the one who torture poodle ones.

I actually didnt watch any videos of people torturing animals. Dare not to watch at all. I'll surely cry until dont know how to say. If I accidentally click on the pictures of it, I'll stun and keep stare at it, then start imagine how painful it is, what the people thinking when they are doing it, what the animals thinking when they are being torture. And then start to cry. -.-

There's once, my friend thought it was fun to show me the pictures of people slaughtering seal, ok la he didnt think it was fun, just wanna show me the pictures. He sent me the email without telling me what's inside. I clicked in and saw the bloody pictures...... Stunned, keep looking at it and started to cry. And I shocked my friend. Since then he never ever send me this kind of emails. 

...Not really cry like killing pig lah, sobbing and cant stop the tears.

I wanna put some tortured animals' pictures but I dare not to open it and I dont wanna to torture myself by opening my blog with those heartrending pictures for days until my new entries push them down.


Not only torturing, like some cultures or traditions, they have to slaughter animals for kind of celebration or kind of representation of power, like the more you kill the more respects you'll get. Wtf.

Nehhh, there was a news what, a short time before, there was a video of dolphin slaughter in Japan without a valid reason.

You know how they responded to this? They said they are not gonna stop it no matter what the world says 'cause this is their tradition. Omg just stop it lah. Buy some toys and pretend like you're hunting them. Or you can have a competition of drawing dolphins. 

And this happens in Denmark.

Though it may seem unbelievable, but even today this brutal, dantesque and bloody slaughter of dolphins are still carried out each year in the Faroe Islands which belong to Denmark. A country supposedly “civilized” and belonging to the European Union.

*heart-breaking ='(

This is in Nambia, animals beaten to death.

The Namibian authorities have given permission for 86 000 seals to be clubbed to death – 80 000 of them nursing seal pups. This is the largest slaughter of wildlife in Africa and it happens every year.

Canadian seal slaughter

Seals skinned alive for their fur and it happens every year. Omgggggggggg.....

Hunters toss dead and dying seals into heaps and leave their carcasses to rot on the ice floes because there is no market for seal meat. 

The congregation of hundreds of thousands of harp seals on the newly formed ice off the coast of Newfoundland to give birth to their babies is at once a great natural wildlife spectacle and the scene of the biggest marine mammal slaughter in the world. During the annual Canadian harp seal hunt the ice will run red with blood as far as the eye can see.

There's a story I read from a website, dont know whether real or not. When you lie on the ice, the seals will climb out and lie beside you to keep you warm and save your life, by that time the people will kill em. How sad!!!!!! 

Omg cant stop crying. Google search 'Slaughter seals' you'll see all the heartrending pictures. 

ALL these cruelty, inhumanely stupid acts of slaughtering animals for human greeds should be BAN and put them into jail for live!

This is totally unacceptable! Totally unforgivable! And yey, look at the disasters, human are receiving the karma of destroying the natural.

"What we have done to deserve these?"

Crazy people on magazine

Ok, so I was reading a magazine at my grandma house last night with my cousins and I saw all of these crazy cute people sending up their bio and some short messages. It's a session for those who wanna make more friends (or just to show off their chio pictures) and the messages are for those who intended to know them more. 

And I found some of them are kinda ridiculous that then me and my cousins laughed so hard about it.

And I seriously should've censored their faces! But I think they should thank me 'cause I might create them some publicity through this entry and MAYBE some of you would interested and call them up, and that's exactly what they wanted. xD

I even translated what they said, you're welcome! *Tried my best on it*

That girl at the center*

"Wanna know cute jie jie! and handsome ko ko! 

(not handsome, fat, above 22, fuck off)

Send me your picture first~ and your bio~

I'M NOT GONNA REPLY YOU

IF YOU'RE NOT HANDSOME NOR PRETTY~

*phone number"

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Owh yes baby, hot guys are so gonna after you 'cause you're the only one in the world who want a handsome bf. All you need to do is JUST WAIT. They might be riding white horse too. Good luck.

That dude who looking down like so yeng*

"fb email~ phone number~

Welcome~ You have to send me you bio and picture,

or else I wont reply."

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Please la! Like people really wanna know you. 

And IF YOU REALLY SO SCARED OF UGLY PEOPLE MAKE FRIENDS WITH YOU, GO MAKE FRIENDS IN REAL LIFE! Geez.

Yuka*

"I wanna know Penang handsome guy(s) in age of THIRTEEN to FIFTEEN~

Add me on fb if you wanna know me~"

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Really? Are you serious? 13 to 15... 

I think you should move you ass to face your book instead of making new handsome friends here. 

Go make yourself smarter and you may get a better guy in future,

that's what I've been told for many years.

LIM*

"Not-handsome me, seeking a gf to sayang, will that be you??? 

I'm 34, please send your bio and 3 pictures to *phone number*

(only for single ladies, 22-34, 170cm height and above, 45-60kg,

No lies, no guys, no ponce)"

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Yes yes your ideal gf is sooooo gonna find you through this shit.

*kelvin

"I come from Selayang, single and poor. 

An odinary me, just wanna find a gf who truely loves me...

Are the girls now so realistic, money really can buy true love?

I hope I can find a gf who truly loves me. NO FOOLING!!

*phone number*"

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And yes yes! Someone like this is so gonna find you when she sees this! Congrates! 

But before that, you REALLY need a hair cut, the fringe is disgusting,

and EARN SOME MONEY before you're able to take the responsibilities.

Poor is not the only way to prove your love is true, get a life man! -.-

Karen*

"I wanna find a handsome bf, in age of 26 to 32, NO FAT PEOPLE, 

if you're interested to know me, MMS me your picture, 

or I wont reply, *phone number*"

Phuck you. When you're picky, people are choosy too. Look at your pic! Wait, I cant really see your face. =/

Send a clearer pic next time so people can see your pretty face. 

Mico*

"I just got dumped and I wanna make more friends...^^"

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Pardon? Did you just say you're lonely? No real life friends meh you. 

Your friends will be so disappointed when they see this. =(

"Only for guys within the age of 14 - 16 oo~

No fooling and UGLY GUYS oo~"

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GO STUDY FOR GAWD SAKE!!

And look at your picture! You think that is cute and innocent?

NO! IT'S NOT! You look like an alien in there!  

Why? WHY?

No lie? No fooling? Get a life man. I wont say you're not gonna get new friends or a gf/bf through this way but the best way to avoid more lies is to know people in REAL life, not on the phone, pictures and internet.

Cant they just get the fact??

Feel free to make friends with them btw. They are so innocent to be the topic of my blog. =(



I'm so enjoying writing these but if one day I suddenly got punch or scold by some strangers, we should know what's the reason. HAHAHA! 


I'm such a bitch. =/

Grossest post I ever done

Just watched some creepy, disgusting, scary videos on youtube. Trust me, it IS really really making you feel like WTF?!

What were that?

No. 1: Zits. Pimples and acnes poping out. Squeezing them and burst and all the yellowish things come out.

It was like... "Bbooshh"! Not a normal zit you know! You thought I'm talking about those normal pimples on normal people?! I mean most of the people wont get it lah. At least I never seen it happens on any of the people around me, so far. Those I watched were like big, big, HUGE like a monster. Those who can get these crazily gigantic pimples must be an unusual human being.

Hahaha!! I'm not purposely go search these kind of disgusting videos k. I forgot what I was watching and I accidentally, suddenly jumped into these creepy stuffs. Owh! I was watching Michael Jackson related videos! About the changes on his appearance. And I've no idea how I ended up watching those scary things. And when I started watching it, I couldnt stop and keep finding more to watch. -.- Really wtf.

But to be honest, it is really kinda enjoyable to see the zits pop out. Haha! Dont you think so?! When you're pressing a pimple on your face, especially those you waited for so long and the head finally came out? And when they FINALLY popped out, it's like winning something and you finally conquered it!

It can grows on any places on your body mannn. Face still the common wan la. Neck? Back of the ear?? On legs?! (I think on legs wan is not a zit already. -.- Maybe got infection but something la. Gross.)

One of the craziest.

Owh wait. I saw this from the comments.

"First of all, this IS NOT A ZIT. Its called a SEBACIOUS CYTST. This is not even the correct way to treat it. It must be removed surgically--removing both the inside cyts contents AND the wall around the cyst. If not it wll come back bigger and badder than ever. Furthermore, it wasn't even doen with sterile technique."

Alright. I dont know what is cyts. But still it is carzy. It's not popping out! It's like flowing out!! Fuck!

No. 2: Nipple piercing.

What the hell. Pierce on your nipple?! Both somemore!

I'd rather pierce on my nose, my eyebrows, my lips than piercing on my nipples. Imagine how pain it is. And does it gonna make you nipples look better?!

Guys I dont know lah. Some guys like to do something extraordinary which they think it is cool. Pierce on their dick also can. Tsk tsk. Girls also got lahh. But rare mahh.

Look at the reaction. -.- Hell pain wehh... Dont get down if you cant get to see her nipples. =P

Actually I'm not gonna pierce ANY other places on my body nor face in my life. I wont torture myself that way. Eww... and I'm pretty sure it is also not gonna make me look prettier.

No. 3: Laser tattoo removal.

It is ouch. I really tempted to do a tattoo. But I must tattoo it on somewhere I seldom observe such as my foot or back. Or else I'll soon get bored of it then regret for the rest of my life for tattooing it.

Dont tell me I can just laser it. NO! I heard that it's 10 times painer than getting a tattoo. Or even more. AND, I read it from a site said, a complete tattoo removal is not possible. Tattoos are meant to be permanent, so removing them is difficult. It has to depends on the size, location, the individual's ability to heal, how the tattoo was applied and how long it has been in place. For example, a tattoo applied by a more experienced artist may be maybe easier to remove since the pigment was evenly injected in the same level of the skin. New tattoos may also more difficult to remove than old ones. I wonder why. =/

How do lasers remove tattoo?? Go here . Fully explained.

Ouchhhh.

Owh and one thing! Guys if you wanna tattoo, I found a really awesome comment by dont know who. He said,

Makes me want to get a tattoo of a $100 dollar bill on my dick... That way I can....

1.)Put my money where her mouth is

2.)Play with my money

3.)Watch my money grow

4.)Legally pay for hookers

5.)Never have to make change

6.)Lose $100 in her then magically pull it out

7.)Never get robbed when I don't have an erection, because no one wants to steal a $1 bill. And Last, but certainly not least.

8.)My wife will no longer need to go out shopping... she can stay home and still blow a hundred bucks.

LMAO!!!

Impressive huh. Get one on your dick lah. =P

Toodle.

"I never joke", so?!

Owh I think it's too small to read.

#1

Ur dad is useless.A father Loves a daughter the Most.Because even when after she married she will always think of her father because No man ever love her most than a Father.

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Wtf? Ok fine. I assumed that you dont know I WAS JOKING and I assumed that you didnt meant to be offensive.

I swear I tried to be nice when I reply him!

#2

If was u who impress he throw u away.So if not then next time dun put negative statement about ur dad.im impressing u that a father who loves a daughter never throw her out.get my point.Sorry for being to straight forward cos thats me.Happy New Year n all the Best.

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NOW you pissing me off. It NOT my fault that you dont know that it's some fun between my dad and I. AND I'M APATHY TO KNOW WHETHER YOU'RE STRAIGHT FORWARD OR NOT. I dont even know who the hell are you!

#3

Sometimes a Joke may be Real.For me I never Joke.Sorry for any inconvenience cause.

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HELLO!! IS THERE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME THAT YOU NEVER JOKE?! I'M POSTING SOME JOKE ON MY OWN WALL, IS THAT MY RESPONSIBILITY THAT NEVER-JOKE-YOU SAW THAT ACCIDENTALLY?! SHOULD I WRITE A LETTER FOR YOU TO GET YOUR PERMISSION NEXT TIME WHEN I WANNA POST A JOKE?! ON MY WALL?!

And one thing, I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU! ASSHOLE!

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Ok, I was a bit rude on the last last comment. =/ I asked him to stop reply as he's making me dizzy.

Sorry for that asshole.

Btw, if you do think a father is important, you wont ever say other people's father useless, loser.

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Dammit, I started my day happily and you ruined it after few hours.

DONT . ever . try . to . say . anything . bad . to . my . family

Threat? =/

Owh so is a threat?? Are you threatening me??

Ask me to reply him in a commanding tone or he will make people report my 'pro sexy' (forgive my unwisdom, I dont know what's that mean).

Well well I'm not sure whether you're joking or seriously threatening me, I really scared you'll report my profile. Owh I think 'pro sexy' means 'profile sexy'.

Owing to the fearness of you jeopardize my profile, I'm sorry but I have to block you permanently from my fb.

And you arouse my antipathy.

And sorry again 'cause I'm not going to reply you. Thanks for the compliment btw. Go get a life.

Sincerely hope you wont ask 'people' to do anything to my innocent profile.

Thank you.

Bastarddddd!

Woots, everyone got new stuff. My cousin just got an Experia X10 from her dad. Howww niceeee.

Anyway, there's another thing I'm gonna talk about.

I went a wedding dinner last night with my parents which I dont even know who's married and how they related to me. Ok that's not the point. There was an old uncle he first keep staring at me when passed by my table. *My parents and I were sitting separately, I was sitting with my grandma. And I realised he was just sit next to my parents' table. And also, I realised that he was still keep staring at me when he already sat down. He even toast to me. Fine, I smiled, ignored and avoided all the possible eye contacts after that.

Until my dearest grandma pushed me with her elbow and said, that uncle is calling you. So I forced to have the second eye contact with him of the night. I dont know what my grandma thinking, she said that's her friend so when that 'seems' cheeky uncle waved at me hinting me to go over there, my grandma said, go go. Fineeeeeeeeeeeee, even though I really dont wanna go.

I actually intended just go over there, stand beside and see what he wants. Owh he then forced me to sit down. And the first thing he asked,

"lu ti ti peng chio kua?"

(it's in teochew, which means where I sing and that's usually indicates I'm those ca bo who sing in the so called night club that fulled of cheeky lonely pian tai old men)

Wtf?! Which part am I look like those 'chio kua ca bo' in the night club?! I was first thought I heard the wrong thing so I ignored it. When I was about to run away from there, suddenly another uncle talked to me, nicely. I mean he looks normal compare to the bastard. At the same time, I was looking everywhere see who can save me out from here. No one. Okay, my dad saw me, but he just strangely staring at me, wondering what I'm doing within a group of old man. Damn!

I was talking to that uncle and ignored the bastard, meanwhile, the bastard's head was coming nearer and nearer to me. I thought he just cant hear what I was saying so he has to come nearer. Until his fucking bloody head is almost lean on my chest! ...Boobs I mean. -.-

I was so freaked out and stand up ran away.

His friend summore exculpated that he was so drunk. Asshole! He was fucking sober!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhh I'm so regret 'cause I should've slap on his bloody head.

When we're on the way home, I blamed on my grandma. 'Cause she shouldn't ask me to go there. But she still quibble that he's her friend. Please she doesnt even know what's his name! She said she knows him 'cause when that bastard toast to me, she thought he was toast to her. Great.

Well, I cant blame everything on her, anyhow, I walk there by myself. -___- But if my grandma didnt force me to go, I wont!

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Ok dont say it's all because of my boobs or I'm just try to show off. I always I have smaller boobs k. Owh I just made it like showing off. Trust me, I didnt meant it. And I really wish I could have smaller boobs.

Hell-oween Day

If you think she looks familiar, yea, she's the one you saw at Auto City. And that's me. Oh-em-gee I know.
You wont feel how I felt with THIS make up in my face for WHOLE DAY.
Omg I'm emo until I dont know how to tell the whole story. Okok let's start with since I wake up today.
I slept at 2am! Very very early! And straight away sleep until the next day 1:30pm. Dont be surprise if you think I sleep too much 'cause I didnt sleep the previous day. Dont surprise for this either.

The people picked me up at 4pm when they supposed to pick me up at 3 sth and we supposed to reach their college (behind Pacific) at 3 for preparation. Anyhow we reached the college, make some basic foundation and change. Then rush to Auto City. THEN we met an accident (the point of this paragraph). We were on the straight way suddenly a van came out from the side. And this and that, our car just banged the damn van. And I banged on the cushion in front of me (another point). It's quite hard. It's like frontal attack my face to the cushion. Luckily I just grazed my lips but it's swollen now!
After this and that, we finally reached Auto City at 5:30pm when we supposed to gather at 5pm. Bravo bravo.
We then start to do all the make up until 8:30pm on the stage. After that walk around Auto City, took alot of pictures with alot of strangers. We even walk to the Fuel. I feel myself like a stupid clown. Luckily no one can recognise me and I didnt meet any friends there. Phewww.

I was bloody hot tonight. Literally hot. You can see that from the pic. The scars and the fake blood all over my face my neck my hands my legs. The fake blood even flew along my cleavage. So I'm like seriously BLOODY hot.

I dont know what it called, the thing they used to make scars. It smells pungent and extremely sticky. When they made a scar on my neck, it sticked to my hair. Imagine if a chewing gum stick to your hair. Yey it was exactly like that. Wash until I gonna cry.
Everything end at 11sth, I got home at 12:30am. Spent about half an hour to remove the make up, another ONE HOUR in the bathroom to wash up myself thoroughly from hair to my toe.

The thing they used to make up are creamy and oily and sticky. ESPECIALLY MY HAIR. I was like brushing here and there. Wasted half bottle of my shampoo, half bottle of shower gel, half bottel of makeup remover, half pack of cotton.
Wash until I almost cry, until my skin gonna comes out.

URGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL OF THESE!! What I got?
I got my hair ruined. My legs ached. Ached back. My eyes tired. Trauma from the accident. A bruise on lips. Hungry for whole day. Yet, Missed all the parties. BRAVO!

What I got in return for attending the contest? Nothing! Well I saw alot of humans.
I'm gonna cry. Sighhhh.

Tonight supposed to be a loads-of-fun-night's night, I ended up stuck at Auto City, standing most of the time, walked around there with an unbreathable makeup on my face.

Wonderfullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.