May is a good month

Wahhhhh I've been stop blogging for nearly a month? Not that I got nothing to blog about. But I'm just being too lazy. TOO LAZY.

Sooooo.. I'm being good. My life is good, work is good. Nothing bad happens, which is very good. xD 

Braces is good. xD Can you see that??? The gap between my front teeth is gone!!! 

Friends keep asking me why I wear braces as they cant see any differences. This is because you never look properly at my teeth. But thank god you didnt. If you do, I'll probably think you're a creepy ass. Heh. 

Nvm I'll show you the difference. 

 

This was taken on the day I first wore my braces, 31 Oct 2011. You can clearly see the gap right? *my face LOL!*

I tried to find some pic of me smiling showing teeth but then I noticed I closed my mouth in most of the pic. I really hated the gap. -.- 

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Nvm la I gave up d. 

I found some actually but Im too ugly in the pic so just forget about it la. xD

If you dont know. This is already the second times I wear braces. The first was in first grade of my high school. 13 year old? It was like..... O M G nine years back?! OMAGOD!!! Am I already THAT OLD?!?  -.- okay, so it's good to wear the second times d. Shit la jeez.

Anyway, frist time costed me 2.8k while second times only 2k. The dentist said I'm former customer (I went to the same dental again), so will give me some discount. xD Else I've to pay at least 3.6k, that's the price for braces now. Saved up 1.6k!! Wow. xD

Anyway anyway, I've been reading this site for days.

鬼道 . 伊藤翔 (18+)

It's all about news/story/article of homicides, cold blooded killers, ghost stories and so on. I personally love it very much. I'm kinda fond of  reading those stuffs. But they're all in mandarin. HAHA! 

It's a very good and interesting site. =D

I've been watching the korean drama, Love Rain as well. I can say that it's one of the most boring korean drama I've ever watched. Every plot and the stories are in my expectation. BORING. And the progress is bloody slow. Yuna cries in almost every episode. Watch til my eyes gonna burst d. Booooo. 

The only reason I watch is because of Jang Geun Seuk. Like one of my guy friend, he watch it just because of Yuna. Haha. 

Aite that's all for now. 

Toodle!

Arghhhhhhh I always want to blog but I'm so lazy! I thought of a lot of topics to talk about but I'm just too lazy to move my fingers to blog em. x.x

Anyway, here I am again. Let's talk about my last week heh.

So I went Hard Rock Cafe with some friends to celebrate another friend's birthday. Speak to this, I noticed I forgot to wish that friend a Happy Birthday. Heh. -.- Happy Birthday Adrian. =D

Well it... wasnt really celebrating. I feel like it was kinda more to....... a normal yam-cha session haha. Anyway, before that we were at Lini's place. Reaaally had some laughing-hard-time. LOL. I noticed there's one face expression Adrian did, I find it funny then I imitated it. Laughed everyone's asses out. Then everyone started to do that face ever since. HAHA. I tried to take a picture of myself doing that face so that I can share with you what face is that, but then I looked in the mirror..... Fucking ugly. Like REAAAAALLY ugly. So I just forget about it. HAHAHA!

Some pictures here.





This is the only picture I smiled normally. Heh. Didnt really put make up on that's why I looked so pale next to Lini. Heh. -.-

 Yea I was just too bored. -.-

The live band. They are goooood.

They were drinking beer but I was reaaally sick of beer lately so I ordered another drink! I went through the menu over and over and overrrrrr again. I cant find any non-alcohol drink wth. So I chose the most fruity one, forgot what it called though. White something. My friend said it mixed with several types of alcohol. Taste good! =D

That's all!

Toodle! ;D

Colleague and whatever Ha. xD

Heh it's been awhileeeeeeeeee. xD Let's talk about something. Anything.

Hm... So so I finally have a colleague here. But we barely talk haha. I dont know why.

And today's morning, we met at carpark, I was in the car and I saw him passed by. So I waved, he looked at me with a poker face and walked away.

...Wth?

He cant recognise me or what? Whatever. So I think we're on different channel. He's married btw. Only 28 this year and have a kid of 4 year old. o.0 Soooooooo young to be a father at this age. Couldn't understand why people wanna get married so early. =/

Talk about this, few years back at my hometown, there's even a pair of 15 years old kids getting married (because the girl is knocked up). Both are 15. What the hell are they thinking? What their parents were thinking?

Well I think I really got no comment on their ... love? Or marriage. But I just couldn't understand, do they really think it's gonna work out? They cant take care of themselves, and they are even still considered a kid, two kids having baby? Gosh. Think about all the responsibilities. They might probably thought, once they get married, it's the end of the story, they will live happily ever after.

Why would even their parents allowed these. =/ I mean, if my kid got knock up in the age of 15, all I can do is give her an abortion. Unless their parents are super duper rich lah, can let them spend for whole life until next life.

I know abortion is not good. But in this case, it is still reasonable right? Not like you're already an adult, you should know all the consequences and you should know how to protect yourself to avoid pregnancy and diseases, and yea, abortion. If my daughter gets married at that age 'cause of that baby, it would ruin her whole life. And she shouldn't have sex at that age, and get herself pregnant at the first place.

My mum will do the same to me as well I'm pretty sure. =/ Or I'll just die. -.-

But I'm not gonna do this to my parents and of course, myself.

In my opinion, I think it is really a shame to be knocked up sooooo young. Young as in age under 18.

Of course, I didnt look down at them or try to be malicious. Just saying I wont do that. As long as they are happy, then everyone is happy. Some of my friends even purposely get themselves knocked up to get married! They sure know what they want. Which ermm is not a bad thing. Haha. As I said, as long as they are happy. xD

Owh wait, I was talking about my colleague and why ended up here? Haha. Anyway, he ummmmm he's a nice guy lah. HAHA. I dont know. We shall see. xD

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Toodle! ;)

CNY coming soon!

I'M SO EXCITED!!! CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING SOON!!!

I dont know why I'm so excited.Wait, I think I know. CNY I finally gotta wear ALL the new clothes! I still to hunt for heels! and bags! And then and then I can eat tang yuan! And STEAMBOAT! And then everyone's gonna gather together. Hopefully my new phone will arrive by next week. Then I can define everything as PERFECT! New year, new dresses, new shoes, new bags, NEW PHONE! *Finger cross*

Omg I just cant wait to go home! Why it's only Thursday??? Arghhhhhhhh

Owh btw, I lost my phone last week. -.- Went Samboy's house for a BBQ on last Saturday night. Half way someone was hungry or dont know why just craving for food so we went BM for the famous duck egg char koay teow. I didnt eat though. Had one mouth, and I wonder WHY is it so famous. =/

After went back to Samboy's house again. Had a lot of fun UNTIL I FOUND MY PHONE WASN'T WITH ME. -________________- I didnt even know since when it wasnt with me!! So I cant find it in the house nor friend's car. I think I must've dropped it at the char koay teow's place. BUT... I didnt rmb I did take it out from my pocket alsoooooooooo. =/ HOWWWWWWWWWWWWW I lost it??! Hmmm.

Was planning to buy a new phone already anyway. Just about the good time to get a new one. I didnt tell my parents that I lost my phone AGAIN. -____- Otherwise, SURE KENA.

I wanted to pay for the phone myself, Samsung Galaxie S2, it's about 1.8k which I still can afford by myself but mum said she can pay 1k for me. AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! HOW NICEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

LOVE YOU LOTS! MOMMY!!!

So I just need to pay 800 bucks for my new phone!

Feel so guilty that I didnt tell her I lost my phone. =( But I know if I told her, she wouldn't pay the 1k for me. So I'll just keep this little secret to myself first.  >.<

Whiny whiny

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. It's been awhile. What I can blog about now?

Actually I can talk something about my job but NO. My boss is aware of my blog. I cant simply write stuffs here. Argh. Never ever talk bad about your boss or or job on the internet. NEVER! You wouldn't know what will happen. Jesus.

Chinese New Year is coming soon. Excited!

Anyway, thought of something to talk about now.

Used to say, texting is my number one most hated thing. Now it's changed.

 Stand me up WITHOUT TELLING ME FIRST.

That is reaaaaaaaaaaally really rude.

So last night after I went home from office, I stayed at home watching dramas. A friend called. Ask me out for dinner. Since I still didnt have my dinner and was starving, I asked where, who else and what time we're going. He said whatever place, but I have to drive. Wtf? YOU asked me out for dinner and you want ME to fetch you? Not that I cannot fetch you, but it sounds like you just want me to drive you out for food. I said no, nvm already. I was pretty lazy to drive at night frankly. Then he said or he asked another friend to drive. Ok, so I asked him what time are we going?

He cant give me a specific time. He said still need to wait the friend to bath bla bla bla. Then I said please quickly as I was really really hungry already. And ok, we hung up. Then waiting while watching drama. Until I finished the episode they STILL havent call me yet. It's like around 45 mins. Wtf not enough time to shower meh?! What are you brushing?!?

That was so irritating. Wanna ask people out then you shouldnt be late lah! Why should I starving myself just to wait for you?! Okay, finally he called again. I didnt know wtf he was talking. At all. All I heard is he said he was waiting outside already. I AM SURE HE DIDN'T SAY THE FRIEND IS NOT COMING. So I went out. Looking for car, but I only saw a motorbike. o.0 I was like what dafuq? You expect me to ride on that?

Okay, I didnt mean anything by saying. Despise or what, no. I have an issue on riding motorbike. I can only ride when that's a girl fetching me, or I'm driving. Even that was my dad, I also have to think first.

Of course I sat on a guy's motorbike before, but that was really making me uncomfortable. I sat very far apart from his body, to avoid the skin-ship. Unless that was my bf lah. -.-

Back to the story, he said the friend is not coming d lah, hate people ppk him la this and that. I was really losing my patience already. Then I asked what now?? He said he fetch me with his bike go out and eat, wihtout helmet. ..................Are you fucking kidding me? You really think I'll climb up your bike, dont you?

I told him dont need already. I dont want to ride motorbike, just eat at the food court nearby my house will do. He didnt want! He said there got nothing to eat and asked me where's my car.

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Ended up he just want me to drive lah. Was kinda pissed off and scolded, 'I told you I dont wanna drive! And you didn't tell me earlier now I need to go up again to get my car key!'

He aware of my anger and compromised to eat at the food court. He asked me to sit on his bike, I refused. I'd walk there by myself.

I think my refusal had pissed him off like didn't give him face or what. When he left he still mumbled something, what I didnt say earlier yada yada. Who daqud didnt say earlier?!

But I just ignored him lah. Was damn hungry already so I just walked to the food court and eat. He ended up didnt show up also.

What kind of person is that? Tsk.

BASTARD!

Asians have BIG EYES!

It's 12:17a.m. and I'm still at home.. when I'm supposed to be at penang's home already.

I'M JUST TOO LAZY TO GO BACK!!! IT'S SO FREAKING FAR OMG! Penang is even further when it's on Sunday night. Like somewhere over the rainbow.

And another thing is I just went pg last night. Owh it was a fun night btw. xD Had my hangover when I woke up. Never been clubbing like this for so long. When I got home it was like what, 5:30am. Gosh. So there's a reason for my laziness. -.- I should've just stay at pg last night. I KNEW I'M GONNA EFFING REGRET! JEEZ!

Took some pictures but I'm too lazy to upload as well. In fact, I'm just too lazy to do anything. Dont even feel like going to work. *Finger cross that my boss doesnt read my blog* I just wanna lay on bed do whatever I want. I'm painting lately.

And Handsome already spoiled two pair of slipper of mine two weeks in a row. And I got no slippers anymore. Bad dog!

Argh I dont know what I wanna say now. I'm so lazy to think of it.

I'm so sleepy. -.-

Why they say Asians have slanty eyes? I think my eyes are considered big what. And loads of my friends have big eyes too.


And nice body. xD This is not my friend though. Got it randomly from facebook.



THIS is my friend! I mean my BSF CHLOE YUN! OMG MISSED YOU A LOT LOVE! With big and gorgeous eyes.



My cousin with big eyes as well.

And of course myself. But I think my eyes are not big. They are more to.... round. Someone told me that. I'd agree. =/ I want my eyes to be a little bit longish.

But undeniable, loads of my guys friends are slanty eyed. Owh well... not really slanty eyed. ..........Small? And single eyelids? Okay when I say small, their eyes are REALLY small.



Cant even see their eyes when they laugh. LOL!!
 
Look! We're all with big eyes right!


Anyway, I think we all are agree that there are thousand millions of being out there. We cant be so stereotype just based on a small gang from our social life. Like they say about one-third of U.S. adults are obese which is... a lot. But from what I see from those actors/ actresses, singers or models (of course..-.-), most of them are freaking skinny. Well, I'll dont know that until I step on the land there.

Aites, that's all.

Toodle!

Braces!

Look! I just got my braces today!



It took like like about 15 minutes to do the upper part! But lower part havent done yet.

It is so painful as it's pulling my teeth inside. I cant even talk properly 'cause whenever I touch my teeth, and of course I cant bite, it cracks my stomach. I mean... SO PAINFUL! But awwwwwwwww I missed the feeling! xD

Guess I've to drink porridge in the coming few days. Pfft.


PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

Mum has a facebook account!

So now I got a new laptop, the old one became superfluous. Since my mum started to play the games on facebook, I decided to pass it to my mum. xD 'Cause before that, she can only wait until my dad finished his game then only she's able to play hers. So kelian. ='( But nvm, now she got her own laptop! She can plays whatever games whenever she wants.

My mum barely uses computer, so I'd say she doesnt know how to use it. Thus, I've to customize everything to the simplest way, so it wont confused my mum. Remove everything she doesnt need on the desktop to make it neat. xD  

And now my mum got her OWN FACEBOOK ACCOUNT! And she added me and dad! Woohoo! *I dont really know if that is something to happy of...-.- 

Hahaha she's having fun with her games like a kid. xD 

Owh btw! Look!

Cute not?? xD It's been so long since I paint my fingernails... Due to my laziness. Now I started again! Am decided to paint more often. So I wont feel bored? 

A papercut! Bleed non-stop! =( 

And lastly.. a picture of me!

Me while Im working! xD Work like a boss! ......When boss is not around... =P

Toodle!

Responsibility

Few days ago, my friends and I were going somewhere, in the car. As we are going down to KL tomorrow, two of us are driving so there'll be two cars. I'm not sure should I just write their names out or not, it'd make me much more easier to talk about the whole thing. But since it's not about something bad...I think it should be fine. And they don't read my blog anyway.  

There are six of us, Winnie, JH, Albert, PCW, CJ and me. PCW is not really involves in the story I'm gonna tell so we should just ignore him. 

*JH and CJ are driving.

Hmm all of em are my childhood friends and we're pretty closed since primary and high school. Or I'd say they are my best friends, not all lah. Am not really closed with PCW. =/ Our relationships are kinda... complicated but doesnt matter.

So JH and Albert are going after Winnie since long time ago (which everyone knows). Like really long time ago. Especially Albert, he has a crush on her since Standard 6, a first sight love (yes first sight love) in some.. function at his school (Albert was from a different primary school). 

Argh I really hate to talk about their stuffs. They are so complicated. Anyway it's not important. 

And recently, unfortunately (to Albert), the relationship between Winnie and JH is somewhat ambiguous. Apparently she'll be following JH's car. And me and CJ are very friends since long time ago so apparently I'll be follow his car. 

Here comes the problem. Me and CJ were wondering which car Albert wanna follow. Yada yada. He decided to go for JH's car.

Then I was like why? Dont you feel weird or something. Albert is actually living in Sabah currently and barely have that chance to back in Penang. So it's basically like... hopeless already. How many years already, isn't it time to give up? Since for so many years, you're not really aftering her anyway.

Nine years already, why wanna waste more time on something which it's not gonna happen. And guess what I said really made him frustrated, he said, haiya no one will like me wan lah something like that. Then I said, it's okay if no one likes you now. You can work harder, be a capable person. Have your own job, a stable income. Dont need to afraid no one likes you. 

Guess what he said, "cheh, I dont want a girl like that who likes me just because of that (money)."

Then I was like what the hell are you thinking? What do you expect if you have nothing at all? You cant think like that! To be a capable man, doesnt mean you attract girls with your money. It's a responsibility! Do guys really expect there're girls who will fall for them when they cant even capable to support themselves? Well I wont say there's none. But rare. He must has his strong points then that enough to attract the girl.

It's not about realistic or materialistic you know. Guys dont need to be super rich. Loads of girls didnt really expect to married a rich man. But he should at least has a real job. It's also a responsibility to themselves to have a better life.

Imagine a girl from a family with loves, gets everything she wants, married to you and she can only take bike, worry about what they can eat everyday. Maybe she doesnt mind because she loves you, she willing to do that for you, but is that a lifestyle you wanna give to someone you love? Dont you want her to have a better living conditions? She may not requested that but isn't that something a man should do? For her sake, and his own sake? 

Be a capable one for your beloved or your future wife. It might be difficult but should at least try your best. 'Cause not everyone can do that, I mean like became super rich and provide your wife a carefree life. But husband and wife can always share the responsibility, girls really dont mind. Some girls haha. 

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Anyway, we're heading to KL in 7 hours and I havent pack anything yet, AND I'M STILL AWAKE! Thank god I dont need to drive. xD I'm excited 'cause this is my first time to go somewhere far away from home with friends, driving our own, like adults! And I'm 22!! This exciting experience just comes too late! Hhahaha! 

Well not really the first time lah... but it's the first time with my gang of childhood friends! It just makes it different!

Lastly, let's wish Albert luck, for his doomed first love. 

Toodle!!

Long time no see!

People! Miss me not??? xD Omg been neglecting my blog for so long! 'Cause I didnt have time to update at all! SUPER SUPER BUSY. ... I needa work and and err I needa deal with customers and and errr hangout with friends. Everyday is like super packed!
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Okay that's not true... -.- In fact, I had loads of time. Even when I was working at Northam, I still have plenty oft time there. Toldya I got nothing more to do than just sitting and waiting there. Sad. I read loads of books during the spare times though. And I knitted a scarf. LOL! Yeahhhh I even have more than enough time to knit scarf. Wish I could watch movie if I'm allowed to do so. I might had finished all the dramas in the world. And hey! Now I have even more spare time. 'Cause as I said previously, I had resigned from Northam and woohoo~ I stopped working already since last two days!

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So, I'll be starting my new job next month at Gurney Tower. Friends, come visit me! My soon-to-be boss said it's okay if my friends wanna come visit me. Awesome. And he even allowed me to download movie, fb, blog whatever I want as long as it wont influence my job. He's cool. He asked me what else I need in the office, I looked around and said, microwave. But he said no. =( He said it has to be something relevant to the office. But in my opinion, microwave IS relevant! Well, I dont need to worry if I have enough time to dine out or not. I can just "Ding!" and eat! Efficient and convenient! Woots!

Anyway, my colleagues... EX-colleagues hold a farewell party for me that day. Not really a party lah, just ermm drink and laugh and camwhore. Hm... I dont have the pictures. =/ And owh! Look!

Pretty not??? Got it while I was still in Northam. Some anonymous sent it to me... to cheer me up. Hahaha thanks anyway! How lovely you are. xD

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Went OT and SS to celebrate WC's birthday last few days. Had fun! 

The birthday man.

Wanna say birthday boy but I noticed he's too old to called a boy. LOL! Handsome not?! He can never take a picture properly.

LMAO!!! Greatest photobomb ever.

Okay lah, to be fair, here's a picture of him being... normal. Quite cute also lah haha. 

Okay too many pictures of the birthday man d...

Aite, end of the bd story.

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Heh, I think that's all for now. Will blog more in this 2 weeks. xD

Toodle!

[Meinbrain]: Uncomfortable Touches

One thing I had realized recently. I actually dont like people touching me when we're talking or something. Especially my shoulder and hair and... erm... everywhere. I feel really uncomfortable about it.

Some people, they used to like pat your shoulder, well pat still fine. Some people, they will put their hand on your shoulder when they talk. Uh-uh. Dont do that to me. Or for whatever reason, touch my hand. They might not do it in purpose or try to take my advantages but I just feel uncomfortable. UNLESS you're my bf, my really closed friends or some cute and adorable guys. I dont mind then. LOL! I'm just kidding. But I'm serious about the bf. I like my bf touching me when we're talking or even not talking. PURE TOUCHING HUH! I'm not talking about something naughty. =/

I like my bf touching my hair, put my hair behind my ear. It's just so... loving! But the feeling is totally different when it comes to a friend. If a friend does it to me, I'll like...... wth? Yer. What are you trying to do? Well, friends can touch my hair but dont help me to put my hair behind my ear. I will hate you. Omg I really dont know how to describe the feeling. When we're not that close, please dont do this kind of intimate contacts. Ew. Even if you're SUPER hot. Unless you're Ryan Reynords.

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Dont keep on staring at me and not talking. That's really creepy and scary. And it makes me feel freaking uncomfortable as well.

I dont like someone who is not my bf touching my body parts, touching my hair, holding my hand, unless I made the initiative first. For whatever reason, you're cute or maybe I'm just flirty. LOL!

In short, dont touch me when you talk. Unnecessary touches are gross. Always gross.