Just whining.

Cannot tahan. Must say something now. Hmm.
I'm not a stingy person. But if you step some on my tail, I'll get mad. Easily.

For example:
There's one of my friend. He asked me what kind of guy I prefer. Well, I said foreign guy like sorta kidding. Okay and bla bla bla. Then he asked again, why do I prefer foreign guy? Before I tell my answer, he said: "omg u like their cock??"
.
.
.
*speechless...*

WTF?!

Alright alright, of course I definitely know it's just a joke. HAH! HAH! Like you're SOOOOO hilarious. Does it make the conversation more interesting? Please do show some respect when you say something. PLEASE do filter some sensitive words before you spoke it out. And HELLO? I'm a girl, dont you think it's unright to say that to a girl which you just know her not more than one month?? Sorry, it IS offensive. And you offended me.

Okay, for my own sake, and for your sake, I'll tell you I dont like it. But if you do it again next time, gomen. Dont say I'm stingy that time, I told you I dont like it. Unless you're actual way, haha then I dont care.

Hahaha, dont worry dont worry. I dont mind if you call me with all kinds of funny names, I'd take it as a compliment, or it's a sign and proof of our friendship. ^^ *Saying it truely from my heart.*

Incidentally, there's a kind of people which always talk like they're so hilarious. Like.... "cold joke"? Haha, when talk to that kind of people, it always make me feel like "....argg, dork, get lost.". But that's not their fault I think. Being so dump in flirting girls already a tragedy. So I wont blame them and just ignore it. Sorry if I'm too mean. =P

---------------------------------------------------------

Just done a test today. Hmm... All those questions are so impressive I should say. Well just let it be! Went Queesnbay just now and HO HO HO! FINALLY I OWNED HANA KIMI!!! Awwwww~ the ending is just so so so touching ><~~~ it tears me a lottttt ><~ I was so exciting when I'm watching it! Especially when Sano hugged and KISSED Mizuki!! KYAAAAA~~~~~ Sano is just simply so so cute!! Awww~~~ I'm meltingggggg~~~ *lavu lavu~* and Nakatsu you're the best!!

Haha, Hana Kimi is the bestest and funniest drama I ever watch! With NO regret at all to buy it
! Owh yea Owh yea, it's damn freaking funny especially all the parts of Nakatsu monologues! Totally LMAO!

Where can I buy the Hana Kimi Special Episode??!? I watched some parts on youtube and it's omg damn funny! XDD

---------------------------------------------------------

Hahaha XDD I think there must have some people agree with me in some of my whining posts and some will hate me as well. XDD

Who cares~
Jya~~

-E.N.D-

HANA KIMI!!!

Characters in Hana Kimi

I LUV YA ALL!! XDDD

xoxo

.E.N.D.

I'M BACK!!!

It's been a seriously long long time since last time I blog. So now I'm back to my blog again. XD
But I seriously got nothing to write about. Hmm. Let me think for something to write...

So...... X'mas is coming soon. I dont have any plan yet.

OWH YEA!! My dearly ah hun went Hong Kong already yesterday. 8 DAYS!! 8 DAYS WITHOUT HER! (sounds like I'm lesbian XD)
"How do I live~ without you~" *singing*
Heh~^^ she said she'll bring me something when she's back. Huhu~ And I promised her I'll buy a X'mas gift to exchange with hers. Almost forget about it haha.

I WANT MONEY! I met a stupid accident recently. And it make me damn poor now. Dont ask me what happened, I dont wanna talk about it. XD
SHYT!! STUPID INDIAN! That's why I said I'm a racist. Heh, is that illegal to say that? FUCKER!! STUPID FAT INDIAN GUY! YOU'RE DRIVING HYLUX YOU KNOW?! MORON! Haiz. ARHHHHH!!!!! (screaming with my high pitch) I'm gonna SWEAR of YOU!! WITH ALL THE BAD WORDS I KNOW!! SOTB!!!!

Omg, damn fukken angry whenever I think of it. == *deep breathe*

Ah, CNY is coming soon~ I wanna buy a lot of new clothes, cosmetics, shoes, bags and blah blah blah. That's why I need money. HuuHuu~

Damn! Final coming soon! And I totally dont know what all the subjects are talking about! I need to start my revision very soon, and there another test on Tuesday. I havent read even one page. XD Holidays is coming soonnnnnn~

Oh oh, I just watched a japanese drama. Hana Kimi! Omg, it is seriously damn a nice and funny drama. I love all the characters inside it. Natatsu Shuichi! Ashiya Mizuki! Sano! *lavu lavu XD* I wanna buy it as my collection!

Hmmm... what else...
That's all first.
To be continued.

Be friends is more than enough

I think you know I'm talking about you.
I said I appreciate you as a friend, that's truth. And that's all.
I don't meant to hurt you, but still I gotta say that.
You should give up of me since long time ago.

Be friends like how we used to.
I hope what I wrote wont affect the connection of us.

Parler vous francais

Le francais est interessant.
Hahaha, Okayyy. It's means french is interesting. The prononciation is interesting. XD
But I dont know how to read. Like the first sentence I wrote. XD But I can read the title! Haha! And faire l'amour! Thanks Eddy Lim again!

Chinese New Year coming soonnnn. I'm gonna be rich again~ Can start to buy my new clothes already~

I hate wedding dinner!

I hate my mum's friend! He's bring hatred! The way he talks and everything. Omgg. ==

---------------------------------------------

I always wonder am I bring hatred to someone? I mean some anyone. =/
Owhh come on, I dont really mind if anyone hates me. I mean it's reasonable right? No one on earth can live perfectly. Everyone must has something which might affront some people.

I'm definitely not perfect. And I know I got so much characters that quite bringing hatred. Like the way I talk, I'm mean and rude sometime. I talk really mean when someone provoked me or else I'm just kidding. Even myself also cant bear it sometimes. My attitude, I always act like... err dont know. But I know that's really vile, I'm just kidding! (I know some people cannot accept it. =/) I'm not malicious.

Haha! I remember one of my friend said, "Attitude is everything!"

Yea, I agree.

I'd like to change those, I'm improving. I really dont mind if you hate me, you must have your own reason. Haha, I'm not pretending chastely, I just know that's realistic.
But if you can, tell me if you hate me. So I wont annoy you next time. It's ease you, and myself, right?
Argg, dilemma. I want to know the truth, but the truth is cruel.
I mean if I really like you (as a friend) but you hate me cause I did something that offend you. Sorryyy, I'm not purposely ><... IF I gotta know that, omgg sadness!

Hahaha. Whining early in the morning. XD It's 6:30am.

.E.n.d.

Updatezzz

My life recently is quite colorful. It's definitely a good thing. XD
Oh yea, I went Segi's Prom.
It's not exciting, but interesting. Food are delicious. French is amazing. People there are cute, especially their lecturers. XD I took some photos that day. There are on my fb.^^
Hey Ah Hun! You havent upload the photos yet! When you gonna upload huh??

Faire l'amour~ HAHA!! Eddy Lim taught me that! It's french btw. XDD

What else... Ohw yea!! I went Fame on Wednesday night (yesterday). Damn! When the sexy dance session that time, I've been grabbed up to the stage by a man of their staff!! I was like "WHAT ON EARTH IS HAPPENING??" I almost cry! Luckily Ah Hun and Daniel came and saved me at the last minute. >< LUV YAAAA!!~~ muax muax muax* But indeed, I'm quite having fun that night XD Was running in and out between Mois and Fame. Haha. What to do~ friends a lot~ XDD

Tomorrow no class~ I'm home nowww. Dad is not at home, he went Cameron Highland and left my mum alone at home == Luckily my mum still got a lot of son (dog) and daughters (cats)! And friends (human + cats + dog)! And me (the greatest)!

Haha, my cousin's birthday today. I never know that. Well, that's not the point. Mum and I went their house, steamboattttt. I was full like hell. Everyone is full like hell.

Assignments are the most troublesome errand ever! I dont know how to use Freehand la!! Shyt!

I havent watch 2012 yet!!

I'm looking forward for the New Moon! It's coming soon!

Headache!

Dizzy...

Rawrrrrr.

Yawnnnnnnn.

-End-

Vexation

Something is going wrong with my heart. =/

.

I feel suffocated for no reason. I'm emo even there's nothing provoke me.

.

I feel myself is extremely awful recently.

.

I dont lay any stress on my education, I dont take my attendance seriously at all.

I skip classes just because I cant wake up early in the morning, I dont go classes just because I dont like the lecturer.

.

I seem to have loads of friends, but it seems not sometimes.

.

It's like sooooo many things happened on me, there's like lot of things fretting my heart, but I cant figure out what is actually stuck in my heart.

.

And I said I seem losing something.

Something is go away from me quietly and it's time for me to catch them back, one by one.

It's time for me to move on.

.

I'm happy with what I have now.

.

I'm rich. My parents love me. I'm rich of their loves.

I do not need to worry about anything other than my own crap.

I totally dont need to worry about any of life needs.

What else for me to whining here and there??

.

.

Hoohhh...I'm fine.

.

. E . n . d .

Home Sweet Home~

I'm home~ I'm home~ I'm home~
I miss my mum, I miss my dad, I miss my cats, I miss my dog.
I MISS MY ROOM, I miss my air-con, my bed, my blanket, my pillows, my bolster.

Is that what we called homesick?
Whatever~ I dont care. XP

Am digging into the great functions of photoshop recently. It's kinda interesting but quite demanding for me =/ I'm doubtless smart, a quick learner as well. XD
So far, I can change the hair color, eyes color, lips color, remove blemish (no matter how big the size), remove wrinkles, apply make up, adjust brightness, etc. XDD That's really fun and great sense of accomplishment when you saw the before and after! I do have some samples of my productions, but I deleted it aaccidently. =/ Hmm.
I'm figuring out how to transform a guy into a girl. HAHA!

I wanna transform GREGORY!! And then tag everyone!!! Owh he requested that btw.

Hohoh~ Just wait just wait~

By the way, it's 4:42am now. Hahah! My Sleep-Early-Plan is totally failed. =/
But since it's in weekend, who cares~ XD

*Feel like I'm losing something, but I dont know what's that.

. E . n . d .

In Random

Well.... since I've nothing to blog about, I'd just simply blog about today.
Indeed, it's yesterday. Haha.
It's 5:35am EARLY IN THE MORNING, and I still awake.

Ho, to announce something in passing, my plan to sleep early which decided few days ago is failed. Evidence: I'm still blogging now.

I've been drag out by Ah Hun to Gurney. Yawnnnn, it's a boring day.
I did try my best to find prom dress for the prom. == It's..... arrggg!! *screaming+swearing

I . Hate . It

I bought a book in Popular. Infrequently, surprisingly, Ah Hun bought a book also. You can see how she describe herself in her blog. Exactly, definitely, absolutely to the point. Haha.
But I read it in one day. Yea I finished it. Cant deny that it's quite an interesting book, for me. XD This book is all about something that people probably dont know.
For example, "Does dog really like snow?", "When people start to use red card and yellow card?"
Haha okay, it's a book all about "cold knowledge".

I think I shall just off and sleep. It's 6am now. Shytttttt. ==
That's all~ Morningggg.

An article I read (is in chinese though)

很多女人都有一句口头禅：“如果他爱我，他就应该……”

那个点点点可以用很多字代替。像是『如果他爱我，他就应该来接我回家』、『如果他爱我，他就应该在我心情不好时，放下一切来安慰我』、『如果他爱我，他就应该把我看得比工作重要、朋友重要』……好像男人做得到的应该，做不到就是自私自利的烂人，女人可以抓狂大吼：『你连这点小事都不为我做，你根本就不爱我！』

这些，地的确确是小事。

既然你口口声声认为这是“小事”，那你肯为对方这么做吗？

感情是互相的，一次两次使唤对方，他可能因为爱你而忍下来，不过没有人乐意永远挨打不还手。妳让他不快乐，他迟早就是要离你而去；如果他留下来，只有两个可能，第一就是他有奴才性格，被人支使他觉得很爽；第二是他除了你，真的把不到其他女人了——这种男人，你还要吗？

我从来不认为能把男人支使得团团转的女生很厉害。把男友逼成奴才，并不是驭夫有术；任意对他人呼来喝去，不是地位高贵，只是人品低下，连准尊重他人都做不到。

更何况，我相信女人真正想要的是好男人，而不是好奴才。

满街都是计程车，你并不是非要人接不可。满街都是便利商店，男人不送宵夜你也饿不死。还有，你并不是那么脆弱，没有人安慰会活不下去。

你只是想知道男友够不够在乎你。

你想知道如果你有事，他会不会放下一切飞奔到你身边。你想知道他会为你做出多少牺牲。你想知道他是不是爱你比爱工作多、爱你比爱朋友多、爱你比爱家人多，甚至爱你比爱自己多。

但，就算他为你放弃全世界，你要一个一无所有的男人做什么？

事实上，一个男人的生命里如果仅仅只有你，非但不是浪漫，反而贫瘠得可怕。刚开始或许你会享受被当成宇宙中心的快乐，但恋爱又不是两个人关在屋子里“我爱你你爱我”就可以，乏善可陈的男人，怎么会是好男人？

说穿了，你心知肚明男人并没有当司机的义务，他不来接送你其实不是错，如果你大方一点，他反而会觉得亏欠你——这么简单的心机，你怎么可能会不懂？

其实，大部分的男人，一开始都是愿意对你好的。

只是要你弄清楚，他为你所做的那些，不是他的义务，更不是应该的。

不要让男人觉得，爱上你就好像欠了你，那不会让他心甘情愿的还债，只会让他逃得更快。

End.

Damn long I know. ><>
Type until my fingers numb. Haha.

30 hours!!

I shall sleep early

Yea, I think I should force myself to sleep ealier from today.
There's so much things I can avoid to happen if I sleep early.
I can no need to have supper in the middle of night, I can wake up easily ealy in the morning the next day and go for class, I can have a healthy life style, ...etc

Additionaly, Sleep early is good for my skin! XD

Owh yea! Goshh! I found myself so keng! I never eat ANYTHING since yesterday lunch at 12pm. It's 4pm now. Ok, I drank some water and that's all. And I havent feel hungry yet. XDD
I think it's the time for me to find food. I should start to think what to eat now.

OMG I didnt eat for 28 hours!!

Psycology Personality test result:

You love the crowd... a party animal! (I never know that.) Too many "friends", you cant easily tell which among them is real and not...

You're usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it.

You search for love... you're hopeless romantic (I dont think so though) and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe "this is the One." (-.=)

You have so many ideas in mind... You're creative and aggressive! If you want something, you'll do anything to get it!

You're a stubborn sweetheart... You "love" him only because he loves you. If his flame puts out, you let go with no trouble. (Is that a good news?)

You're intimidating! People have an impression that you're elite - - or if not, you simply look sophisticatd. (hahaha!!) You gain praises but not companions.

You're independent! You're also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

Psycological Test says

1. I fall in love easily and quickly.

2. I give 50% in a relationship and expect 50% in return.

3. I am alright with not seeing him often. (Chun!)

4. About my attitude towards his personality, I dont expect the person to change for me.

5. I will tend to stay in love for a long time.

Not about me

Nah, this is the picture which caused at least 90++ emails crushed my mailbox!

I know loads of you will absolutely agree with me right. XD

.

Those who cant get what I'm saying,

let me tell you what's happening in this photo.

.

I, am the great photographer who took it.

Precious huh. XD

Yeong Khang is the one who uploaded it in facebook.

Good job mann!

Winnie Wen is the one who did the great job to tagged EVERYONE in it.

Hoho~

Good cooperation I know.

Then everyone commented on it.

.

Thanks me, Mr. Lim and Mrs. Lim~

Huh? Who're they?

Update yourself la..==

Eddy Lim and Chloe Yun la!

*

Omedeto~ Omedeto~

*

It already few days ago though.

From now, I, Jasmine Tan, clarified Chloe Yun is owned by Eddy Lim!

XDD

Okay. I'm bored.

That's why I'm here to blog something unrelated to me.

Oh yea, Happy Halloween!

I think,

Sorry if I hurt you.

But I'm gonna say, maybe we're not the right for each other.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER~~~

You, my Mr. Right

Nah. I'm not talking about anyone.***

1*. Be mature. Mentally and Physically. I like YOU to be elder than me.^^ I meant it. But mature doesnt mean you must look and being serious like an uncle or old man all the time. I just cant stand with those who are so childish, I mean if you're my bf. For friends I totally want the playful one. XD

2. Have sense of humor, in a good way. Cuz he needs to soothe me when I'm unhappy. XD Of course, I'll do him the same whenever he needs and unhappy. I'm caring~~ XD

3*. Dont too jealousy. I mean cuz of the tiny stuffs. Omg dont so sissy la please. I got loads of friends, boys and girls. If you'll feel unhappy or jealous when I hang out with my friends, then Sorry, I'm not the right for you. We're temperamentally unsuited to each other. I cant soothe you everytime whenever I hang out with my friends. It's definitely unbearable and make me impatience. Okay, I can do it for the first few times.

4. You dont need to be super handsome. XD seriously. But not too bad la...== I like single eyelid's guy. Hahaha~ Tall, of course. Cuz I'm short enough.
i. Better dont too thin.
ii. SHORT hair.
iii. NO beard! Neat and tidy la please.

5. Dont need to be super rich, but at least got the ability to take care of me and that's not suffering.

6. Dont lie to me please. I'm understanding enough to know everything. But it doesnt mean I want you to report every single thing to me. What time you wake up, what are you doing, what you ate, when you go toilet, what you did in the toilet, blah blah blah... HELLO, I'm not your mother...== Dont make report. K?

7*. I like smart guy~ Smartyy~

8. Be intelligent. Okay, at least you must know more than what I know. It's easy. ><

9*. Good in english. English is important you know!

10*. I dont mind if you control me. But dont too tied up lah.

11. Text me everyday! I wanna know what you're doing.

I know you gonna say I'm asking too much. That's girl.
I know there's no perfect guy in the world, only a most suitable guy.
What? I'm just telling what I want. XP *I'm not picky.

Owh yea! I'M S.I.N.G.L.E.!~~ haha~~

Deeply apolozgize to Xun Xian

Sorry XX! I seriously don't know xx is you! ><
I don't meant to be so rude to you.... sorry~~ Xun Xiannnn ><

From now, I'll remember in my heart that XX is you. XDD

Paiseh harr~~ hope you don't minddd. ><

And when I did pass your msg to Eddy??

Who am I

I don't like to sms. Why? Cuz I'm lazy to type. If there's a choice, certainly I'll prefer to pick up a call. I'm not hinting anyone to call me instead of sms me. Just telling what I dislike. Of course, the laziness of me to type a msg is depends on who I'm sms-ing with. The more I like that person, the less the laziness. XD So dont worry, if I reply you means you're still in the list I like.

I don't really care whether people are talking bad about me or not. For me, that's your freedom to say anything about anyone. And rumours won't hurt me, I mean no matter mentally or physically. I know who I am and I know what I'm doing. I wont easily pissed off by those invisible stuffs.

I dont get angry easily basically. The range of my patience and tolerance is huge! ^^ But there's some certain points you cant step. I loathe those who acting so impolite and arrogant. Or we called "keh gao gao" in Hokkien. Hark! XD I'm not talking about you~

I dont like to repeat the same thing more than 2 times. It make me impatience. Haha~ Is that weird?

Dont ask me stupid questions seriously. If your joking then it's another story. I cant stand with those who are asking so idiot. Like got once, I told my friend that my dog's eye has bit out by other willd dog, guess what she asked. "Harrr, then will it grow back?" Omg, I was like what the hell are you asking?! And the thing is, she's actually asking me about that seriously. And she was Form 4. What can I say? "owh sweetie you're so naive and innocence~" like this?! HELLO~ even a kid also know it WILL NOT grow back again. *I'm not insulting anyone.

Dont try to act like you are so closed to me in the way like pretend you're so hilarious. Trust me, it just make you like a fool. But there's always some exceptional cases. I'm friendly most of the time though. Just a minority will make me feel so. So far the people I met recently are really interesting.

To be continued.

Back!

Suddenly realized that I havent blogged in for so long after my facebook is FINALLY BACK TO ME!!
Owh yea my facebook is back, finally I can access. Damn happy when I finally can get in it! I was like OMG OMG OMG OMG + screaming so excited. XD I know I'm over but I'm really happy. XDD

I think I got a lot of things wanna share but I dont know what to write. Weird huh. Okay,

Firstly, my facebook is back.

Secondly, OWH YEA! MY MUM KNOW I LOST MY PHONE!! But she didnt scold me. XD It was freaking me out. She called me last night and then asked me about my phone. Ok la, I confessed that I lost it. LUCKILY she didnt scold me. >< Luv ya Luv ya!!~

Thirdly, what else.... someone asked me to be his prom date. I'm not gonna say who is that, guess yourself. XD I wanna go cuz it's a masquerade, it sounds so interesting~ but I'm still considering about it. Still the same, Ah Hun goes, I go.

Fourthly, I dyed my hair... last week I think. In dark brown, I prefer the brighter color though. So it's like no much different with my original color. Luckily people can still realize it. Otherwise I'm just wasting money to dye it. >< But nevermind, I'll dye the brighter color next time~ Yeaaa thanks to my hairstylist - Ah Hun!! She dyed for me~

To be continue.

this is what I do to my cat when I'm bored

XDD I'm not torturing my cat don't worry.
Damn cute rightt!! XD

Look at here please~~~

All of my friends, add me if you're reading this now. I created a new account for my msn. I can't access with my old one.

msn: meinmein0717@live.com

Thanks~^^ Luv ya!! xoxo

PHOTOSSSSS

2 of the birthday boyss, Yong Kang and Say Teong

Me and Peng Yu Yan (John) He damn looks like Peng Yu Yan rite??! OMG! XDD

Zhong Khai and me. I've no idea why they called him korean. Cuz of his small eyes or his low voice?

Eddy, Me and John

Me and Ah Hun!! Ah Hun and Me!!

Ermm, haha that's all. I don't have much pictures la ><>

Anyhow, I think I'll never about this precious time with my new friends.

They're so cute seriously. And friendly as well.

Glad to befriend with all of them.

And, all of these, I gotta thanks EDDY and SAY TEONG! XD

Hahaha, I realised I did mention their name so many times in my blog recently.

Haiya, appreciate it la. XDD

*

*

End

a memorable party night

...I don't know how to start to write about this. Err... Ah Hun and I went a birthday party which held in Golden View. We took some pictures actually but I didn't get them from Ah Hun yet. I'll get them as soon as possible and post up here, since I can't access my fb. ==

When we step in the apartment, we stopped. Cuz there's a lot of strangers. I think there's about 30++ people in the party but those we know only got 6! They're Eddy, Say Teong, John, Daniel, Zhong Khai (I don't know how to write his name) and a girl, Ah Wen. Yea, Eddy and Say Teong are those interesting people I mentioned in my previous post which we know from ASUS, and others are their interesting friends. XD Cuz we got know nobody, so both of us just stay in the room. The air-con in cool. Haha.

Oh yea, haha, Say Teong is one of the birthday boys. That's a birthday party for 5 people. But I only know 2 of them. Say Teong and another new friend that know from the party, Yong Kang. Haha, he's cute. XD We took some pictures with him too.

Actually there' a lot of interesting and funny things happened but it's hard to write down. So I'll just leave it. I know some new friends there. I can named them out but spelling might be wrong though. But at least the prononciation is correct. The first is Yong Kang, Yon Jian, Greg, Venice (something like that) and Collin (slt). Who else... ok I forgot. They're cute honestly, haha.

It's a memorable night I gotta say^^

Oh yea, hehehe~ I want to wish Eddy here. Hahaha~~ You know what I'm saying if you're reading it now~ XDD
Do Something huh! You can do it! XD


::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: End ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

wtf.

I can't access my facebook.
I can't access my msn.
I can't access my facebook.
I can't access my msn.
I can't access my facebook.
I can't access my msn.
I can't access my facebook.
I can't access my msn.
I can't access my facebook.
I can't access my msn.
I can't access my facebook.
I can't access my msn.

wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf.

Limit of my endurance

SUCKX! SUCKX! SUCKX! SUCKX!
I'm now at the end of my patience! It can't be denied that Life without FACEBOOK is sucks! And boring! I must confess I can't live without facebook. So, I created another facebook account. AND, now I need to re-do everything ALL OVER AGAIN!!! ARHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG I'M SO EMO NOW!! EVERYTHING! FRIENDS, PHOTOS, GAMES. WTF!?!

Huhhh... (deep breathing)

Okayyy, so that's fine. You know what, now I can't sign in my MSN.

DAMN! What the fuck is wrong with all of these stupid things??! Omggg... I feel my stomach cramped.

I
Am
So
Angry!

WHATEVER!

Lastly, my dearest friends, add me back, again, if you found me. == And I'll try my best to add back all of you. Luv ya! xoxo

lier!

Lier Ah Hun!! Hng! ><

Sharing

I'm gonna out of parience.
WHY!? CUZ I CANT ACCESS MY FACEBOOK FOR 3 DAYS ALREADY!!
ARHHHHHH!!!! WHYY???!!!!! I feel like wanna swear... and cry >.<
Hahh, I think I'm over rely on facebook already recently. I spent too much time on it already I think. That's why I'm so down now. But still,

SHYT! WHAT'S THE FUCKING WRONG WITH THE FACEBOOK!!!? WHY I CAN'T ACCESS!!?
I'm lazy to redo everthing over again. ==

(screaming) (out of control)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Finally I got my first working experience, outdoor. Work together with Ah Hun. Omgg... it's freaking tired la trust me. Ah Hun will definitely agree with me so much. It's an easy job but very tired!! Stand for the whole day you know?!?! Almost half of the day. I can feel my legs are not mine anymore. And damn my back was freaking pain and I dont know why. It's really a terrible experience. (Recalling...omg I scared myself.)
Anyways, I met some new friends there. Haha, they're so cute XDD and nice~ seriously! I love to befriend with them^^ And we met their friends also. Haha. All of them are soooo cute la XDD really really love to befriend with them, deeply from my heart. OMG they're so fun!! hahaha!! Aww I miss them already~~XD This is the greatest and happiest part of these 3 days.
Owh yea! We watched Sorority Row yesterday. The story line is kinda weird but some parts of it are nice, hahaha! It's scared me for so many times XDD.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

owh yea. YEAHH~~!!! Ah Hun is coming my hostel now to overnight in my place! Wuhuu!! We went Gurney and Queensbay today. After that we went Sunset. Actually that's quite tired you know. Mentally and physically. Overexert my legs these few days.

Sorry, a deeply apologize to you, my legs.

I went Gurney 4 days in a row. It's kinda boring. I can even know where am I even I shop without open my eyes. Haiz.

for my friends

I just wanna say, I wont regret if you really leave one day. It doesnt mean I dont care about you cuz I know and I knew it'll happen one day, maybe. And we know that's life. You think I'm cold-blooded? I think I'm not. The thing is, YOU are still my friend even if you've left (unless I forgot you, then I've nothing to say). At least you used to be my friend.

Friends come, friends go.

I really never think about when you'll come and when you'll leave. It can happen anytime for any reason even for no reason. What for I go and distressed myself about this matter? It's unnecessary, seriously. What we need to do is stop worry about something which may and may not happen in the future but to treasure the friendship between us, right? (I think I'm right.)

Hey friends, I always believe that think to much is unhealthy. It harms you, mentally and physically. That's why I'm so healthy.

Owh yea, you are my friend, that's why I take you for granted. And I think that's the privilege of a (best)FRIEND (of mine)! And also, I think this is how friendship works. We wont care about a stranger right? I dont even wanna give a glance at (some of)them. So now you know why I take you for granted. If according to what you said, I'll regret to take you for granted cuz one day you'll leave. Then I think my life will gonna be so so sad. Cuz I got NO GOOD FRIEND in my life! What for??! Ish.

So for those sad apples, stop exerting your imagination on such unhealthy and gloomy stuff. I dont care when you'll leave, but I treasure what I have now. What I know is You are My Friend and I Love You~~^^

2 blogs

Wow I got 2 blogs now.
1) meinmein's blog
2) meanmein's blog

They're no difference basically, just create for fun.

Ultimate

You're the kind of friend
Who always bends when I'm broken,
Like remember when...
You took my heart and put it back together again.
I've been wasting time with clueless guys but now it's over.
Let me tell you why...I'm through...I've got someone new who's just like you!

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're the kind of guy whos hand's in mine..
Sends shivers, up and down my spine.
I want to do to you, what you do to me
You're the kind of guy that blows my mind..
But now it's my turn, You've been right in front of me.
Everything i need, why didn't i see?

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.
Cuz I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you,
But you're it..You're the Ultimate you.

You're it...you're the Ultimate YOU!

Holidayyyyy....><

Holiday is nice, I like it. But damn, I got nothing to do. As usual.
My mum is a liar. She said she'll bring me to Cameron Highland but ended up didn't go and I don't know why.
I wanna go KL but no one can accompany me. I know I can go by myself but... I've never been anywhere on my own before. Heyy I'm independent okayy. I just didn't have that experience YET. I wish I could though, someday.
I'm bored. Until I feel everything is driving me so emo. Haha.

`````````````````````````````````````````

Owh~ I watched so many movies during my boring days ^^.
Lindsay Lohan's 'Freaky Friday' and 'Mean Girl'. Haha I know it's an old movie but it's nice! Sooo funny XDD. Ohh I love Lindsay!
'Taken', but I don't know who's the main character. It's about a super dad how to saves his daughter which been kidnap. This movie is so exciting from the begining until the end. Omg XD err what else I watched.. 'Drag Me To Hell', 'Devil in Prada'(I don't really know what's the title, but I know it's something like that). A lot la.

`````````````````````````````````````````

I don't know what is the f*cking wrong with my blog. I can't put colors in my blog, I can't even change the font size or whatever else I can do last time. wtfff >< anyone tell me why? Or how can I fix it?

`````````````````````````````````````````

It's fun to annoy my kitten. Hahaha! His stomach is still so big as usual. He's now climbing up my shoulder along my back. Owh now he's sitting on my shoulder and looking everywhere (like he's king) XD awww how cute XDD hahaha he's like so enjoying to sitting there and seems not going down.

`````````````````````````````````````````

I'm so full today. I woke up at 5 something pm XD watched 'Freaky Friday' and ate a bowl of curry mee. Trust me, it's so huge. And what I ate. Owh some mangoes. My air-con is something wrong (for some days)!! It's wind! Not cold air! ARHH! I'm sweaty when I wake up every morning, oops evening I should say. What the... I sweat in the air-con room which only 17 degree Celsius! Haha. My air-con thought it's fan, that's why it works like a FAN. But already fixed it just now. I can move back my again~ Yeaa I sleep in my parent's room in the past few days.

`````````````````````````````````````````

I want money!! I wanna work (I never work before. Owh wait, I worked before XD, as a wedding dress model~ for 2 days~)!! I wanna go KL!! owh Cher I miss youuuu >< Xin as well XD I know what you're thinking if you're reading this Leong, "What about me?" you might think XD but I'm not gonna say I miss you cuz I don't XP I know I'm mean Thank you~
Harrharrr I know I just keep on talking nonsense here. But what to do, bear with me cuz I really have nothing to do. I'll keep posting until I found something to do XD

It was really a bloody awful suicidal nite i ever have.

Wednesday, that day right after my last subj for my exam.
I SWEAR! I wont drink tht much anymore. -____-|||
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww fucker. I donno whose the fucker but i jz wanna swear it out.
whenever I think of "something" happen tht night, a strong feeling of nausea jz came to my mind.
WTFFFFFFFFFF... wad the hell am I doing such stupid + disgusting stuffS.
well, there's nothing I can do aside for being so regreting and feel nausea. =.=
I'm not blaming anyone, jz kinda shouting out (scolding myself) for my stupid actions. I wish I can forget abt it when I wake up the next time but unfortunately like u see, I still can type it out.
Oh yea, the next day morning was awful too. Feel like wanna vomit but nothing to throw up, for few hours! After my dearest housemate+classmate WEI WEN, got me a warm salt water, i got better. THANK YOU SO MUCH WEI WEN!!

Anyway, i'm not going to say wad did happen tht nite, it's eww and sick and suicidal. Seriously.

**********************************

The exam was easy, for me I think. Cuz everything I read came out in the exam. Almost all of them I read. And guess what's the freaking luck I've got? the Translation and Chinese Writing for Mass Media, both of these subj, I dot even spend more than 2 hours to revise it, jz imagine how much I've read within this short time. But almost all of I read came out in the exam. OMG! DAMN HAPPY XD. Hahaha, I'm not lanci and I'm not tht smart. Cuz I really happy. I never regret for jz spent 2 hours on both of the subj. XDDD

**********************************

Having holiday now. Planning where to go. Mayb I'll go KL oso. Jz wait for my fren's answer. I'm really looking forward for it.

**********************************

What else I can write. Oh my house got a new pet, again. It's a kitten, a very tiny kitten with a super huge stomach. his stomach can even rub the floor when he's walking. summore still cry for food most of the time. wtf his stomach really going to burst la XD very cute laaaaa. Hahaha. His head very small oso.

**********************************

I watched Ghost of the Girlfriend Past ytd. It's really a nice movie. Touching + funny. HAHAHA. AWW... I MISS THE MOVIE! >< my dad dl-ed it, actually I wanna get it frm my dad but I forgot to tell him IMMMEDIATELY, n he deleted it. wad the...-___-||| ish. ahh omg, my dad is now playing facebook. hmm. wad I afraid for. OMG! ..nothing. I hope my dad wont go n open my blog n read. =.=.... there's some secrets my parents donno. For example, my phone-missing incident. HAHA yea I haven tell them yet. I bet they'll Drag Me To Hell if they noe tht. goshhhh terrible.

*****End*****

Chill~~

ok, nothing special. We went Queensbay right after exam. Walk until i feel my legs numb...

You talk about me to make yourself feel better

Did you just call me a

BitCH?

Well, a bitch is a dog,
Dogs bark,
bark is on tree,
trees are a part of nature,
and nature
is BEATIFUL.
So yeah,
Thanks for the compliment. ^^

R.I.P. beng beng

Bye bye Beng Beng...

Ny dearest, bestest housemate + classmate -- Ou Wei Wen

He's cute rite~~ aww i noe my frens will agree with me~ XD

Sorry~~ look at here plz~

erm, now i use back my old num. XD
But state ur name when you send msg for me, cuz i've lost all the num in my list. ><
I might wont reply u if i donno who u are. Btw, my phone is currently low in credit, i wont reply u anyway. XD
Thx~ love u friends!

Sorry mummyy... ><

Sorry mummy....i've lost the handphone that you bought for me...
Sorry for my careless...
Sorry that i did not treasure what you gave and what i possess.

I feel so guilty on it.
Sorry and I love you mummy. ><
Forgive me... i don need a new phone. Can you please just don mad on it...><
And i promised you i'll be a good daughter. I SWEAR! (i always a good daughter though).


-END-

..............

013 4352858
Hey friends, this is my another num.

SHYTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!

Well....sigh. There's something UNLUCKY happened on me. I donno wad can i do about it. How can i explain to my mum about this tragedy. A HUGE TRAGEDY!!!! I can feel and imagine the response of my mum after she gotta know THIS! Trust me, it IS scary and terrible. I might be kill by her orrrr if fortunately i'll be still alive...

I'm sad, seriously. SO SO SO SO SO THE F*CKING SAD!!!or should i say i'm scared? more than sad?? Yea i think so (nod nod). HOWWWW?!?!?!?!?!!?! WHO CAN SAVED ME!!!!

(crying and screaming in my heart) hm?? owh?? Hahhhh... my phone missing.
I LOST MY PHONE!!!! I'VE NO IDEA WHERE THE FUCKING PLACE MY POOR PHONE HAD DROPPED, WAD'S THE FUCKING TIME I DROPPED IT, I'VE NO IDEA HOW CAN I BE SO FUCKING STUPID AND CARELESS THAT I NEVER TAKE A GOOD CARE OF MY PHONE, I DONNO WAD'S FUCKING HAPPEN TO MY PHONE NOW, AND I DONNO WHO'S THE FUCKING FELLO HAVE TOOK IT!!
PLEASE GIVE ME BACK MY PHONEEE!!!!
BE GENEROUS AND HONEST ARE VIRTUE! SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIMME BACKKKKKKKKKKKK........
Sorry if i'm too rude. Trust me, when u lost ur phone u'll know how i feel right now.

owh yeah, people and friends, just for your information and an advice, i'm currently, definitely, absolutely, obviously not in the good mood. Don't provoke me with some stupid and idiotic things.

All because of you! H'NG!! xP

i hate everyday that passes

and i cant see you.....but,

even after a horrible day,

hearing your voice seems to

make everything better. after a

good day, hearing your voice

makes it a

W.O.N.D.E.R.F.U.L day.

that's all, just hearing your

voice saying 'i miss you

and i rmb you' makes

my whole world turn right

side up.

Do you know that?

My Good friendd..

ishh!! I HATE YOU LA! ><

pr fair~~

As u see, this is lolita costume. XD
That's wad i wear on PR fair tht day~

Hoho~ XD tht's all i wanna sasy. xP

Wedding nite but not mine~ (luckily)

Stop teasing me la friendss =.=.... Anyways~ i took a lot of pictures that day~ XD

As you can see, this, is the groom.
LOL. My classmate asked me "U still dare to hold his hand ar?! What if his wife dart a look at u?? Or else??"
Well, who care~ it wont hurt~ XD and what she can do at that kind of occasion. Never Scared~~~ XP

There's more pictures actually. See my facebook~ if u want.

By the way, PR fair is coming soon~ i think we'll have quite a lot of things to do that day. Hopes there's nothing bad happen ><>

PR fair~ PR fair~

apreciating~

15 days ago was my 19th birthday. This is the mosttttttt ordinary birthday I ever had. But fortunately, I received a lot of wishing messages, and calls as well. That's all enough for my birthday. But the happiest is I received a present from Wai Leong, but of course not because of him, is his present. There's nothing special about the present, it just a CD of Taylor Swift. But I'm happy with it. THANK YOU WAI LEONG!! (again) This is the first time I received CD as a birthday present. Even my mum also ask me how come got people send me CD. Lol! But I should say, it's good enough. Cause it appropriate to my daily life, keep reminding me of him whenever I saw the CD. What a scheming huh. XD

Anyways, I appreciated your present Wai Leong. Thanks! xoxo

motivation...

I need some motivation!! Where u gone huh??! Come back come backkkk...T.T i need u...
Not only me, my chinese writing assignment needs you,
my english assignment needs you,
my PR assignment needs you,
my PR Fair needs you,
i wanna keep fit, tht's y I NEED YOU too!
Come backk Come backkk. ><
By the way, our PR Fair is coming soon~ n i'm excited with it~~ hopes there's nothing bad happen on tht day. (praying deeply in my heart)

Human's mind is inpredictable, characteristics as well. =.=...
I always noe tht, seriously.
And i noe how big of the world is, i really noe tht there's various kind of human being in the world. I cant prevent wad kind of frens i will meet, even if they're those i dont like. What i'm trying to do is jz keep them away from me to avoid unnecessarily conflict. But still got some of those that i dont like come and provoke me, challege my tolerance. Fortunately, i got a great disposition and high EQ. So, I just forgive and tolerate what they did to me irrespectly. I wont fight with those, it make me same species like them.

High vs Low

Hahaha, u noe wad, a high standard person wont says another person low standard. And those who scold ppl "low stardard" are obviously ASSUMED themselves as a high educated person. Wad a poor soul in the world. (sighing but laughing with my nose)
SO, if u scold ppl with "low standard", tht's means u're definitely, absolutely a LOW STANDARD LOSER~ idiotttttt~

Fuck off! Bitchhh~~ XP

TRANSFORMER 2

Transformer 2 F*CKING AWESOME!!!
DAMN NICEEEEE~~
Haha, i watch until cry because of the death of Optimus Prime. (Oopss, spilled the plot. XD) okok, shhh. >< (but he revived then) OKAYYYY!!
Anyhow, U'll regret for life if u missed it.

AWWW.....I WANNA WATCH IT AGAINN >.<

Naisu~~

Call me awesome

Haha... yea yea yeaaaaaa. I knoe my cleavage is sooo impressive. XD
Everyone keep praising my cleavage but not me. Somes even not praising, they're supprising that they never realise it. Haha. Anyways, i treat it as a compliment. And comliments accepted. Hahaha. Thanks thanks thanks, for all these~~ ^^ muaxx muaxx~ >3<

Yesterday, I was sleeping while lecturer teaching in the lecture. I'm tired and I wonder why. Or i'm just sleepy? Orrrrr.... the class was just too boring?? I slept quite ear;y last nite i think...but why I still sleepy wehh. My great classmate summore took a photograph of me while I'm sleeping! Luckily it's my phone, otherwise my reputation gone. Haha!
Oh yea, it's a Public Speaking. The lecturer is talking in a freaking slow speed. I think that's the second times I fell sleep in her class. (Sorryyyy Ms Cheang~~>.<) But not because of her SUPER speed la. Haha... and i think I still dont know what's goin' on about this subject. But at least I know it's about PUBLIC speaking, ...and macam macam skills of giving a speech la. How to grab attention...strategic order of main pointss...bla bla Wadeverrrrrr...
Today, I was told that we got a speech (assignment) need to pass up, I was like..."huh?! wtf, so fast??!". Hahaha....times flowww... and I still no idea with what I'm goin to presenttt...><>

I'm cure, but everyone is sick. ><>
Hahaha. my voice sounds funny when I sick. Quite like it, but I don wanna sick...==
Especially snivel. It makes me violently ill. But i'm cure~~ yeahh~

Assignments goin on. PR Fair in Progress!
Hope everything is fine...><

Am I impossible to find? Nothing, just asking. Haha.
Btw, I'm not really that picky laaaa. It's not my fault that I still single kkkk. >.<

Lastly, I wonder why everytime when I say I wanna lose weigh but then end up gain and gain. ==... I think I should stop saying that whenever I'm on diet.

*Who wanna watch Drag Me To Hell with me????

Model Mein Mein~

*

*

I got my photos finally!!

*
I'm quite satisfy with those.

*

But stilll got somes...><

*

Heh heh heh...^^'''

*

*

*

Wanna see more??

Go my facebook la~ XD

jas_tan0717@hotmail.com

xoxo

*

*

Assignment = Devil

I DON LIKE ASSIGNMENTS!!!
No, i should say
I HATE ASSIGNMENTS!!!!
Haizzz......
Assignment is a devil.
It makes u feel stresssed, tired, and getting impatient.
But wad to do, we need it. ==...
Hahhh.... I always wondering wad if i jz stop my education?
Wad can i do after tht? Y i'm taking PR course?
It's totally unsuitable to me wehhh....
I cant communicate well with strangers. But it depends la, i think i still can if i wanna do so. But...i cant express my opinion. I used to be silence most of the time. Unless i'm having fun with frens orrr..... other exceptional case. XD
Arrggg!! DUCKKKKKKKKK!!!!

Cousin requested...

Nahh wern xin, now ur turnn. haha.
hmm... i dont really remember when we know each other.
but one thing i can make sure that, she's quite annoying when she's still a kid.
(ei wait, ....she's still a kid now.)
and honestly, i don really like her. BUT I LOVE CHER~! XD
But it was past. Dont worry, i love u too xin.
She's growin up. She's much mature than her appearance. And yeah, her height either. ==



I still rememder one time, u and cher were talking abt gossip in ur school. And u mentioned "condum".
It freaking shock me...== why?
This girl,
SHE'S ONLY STARDARD 3!! SHE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO NOE THT ON THT AGE!!
Recalling back... i think i totally noe NOTHING on tht age...compare with her...==
Anyways, I think it's good. I think so.

Hahaha. Eh, sorry tht i always forget to wish u on ur birthday. XD
Everytime wen i realise tht, it's already too late. hahhaa.
Deeply apologize.

anddd NAH! SHE LAH! SHE'S THE ONE WHO INTRODUCED WAI LEONG FOR ME!
Haizzz....

But still, dont worry. I still love u~~
U're one of the cousin tht i love the second most!
*Cher is the first. XD


<--End-->

Finally i got my blog~ hahaha

First of all, yeah i noe u noe me XD so we skip the introduction la.

Here, i need to clarify something about my boyfriend statement.

Wei Lun, the fello mentioned in my facebook status,

he is ONLY my classmate.

ANDDD

i'm not the 1 who posted the status too.

The stu*** who posted it was my housemate,

Mr. Wen Ou.

Besides, i'm still single. XD

<--End-->

Since my great housemate said i'm lanci cuz wad i wrote in the first paragraph,

i decided to intro myself here.

For those who donno me,

I'm Jasmine, somes call me Jas, somes call me Bo San.

....etc.

Y bo san? Hahaha. Errrr....

Just forgot it.

Student of TARC, second year.

I'm living in hostel nearby my college.

And this is one of my housemate+classmate.

hahaha...

i noe he's quite a little bit yong soi la,

but i edi used to see his face edi.

Basically he's a nice friend.

wad else...

I'm taking PR course.

But i dont think tht i'll be a PR officer in the future.

I cant communicate well,

...with stranger.

Friends say i'm cruel, but actually i'm not.

I think so ><

Oh yea, Wai Leong, as u wish, now I'm telling story about u.

This fello Wai Leong,

is a fren tht i noe through my cousin in KL.

How to describe this dude...

okay.

Before knowing him,

my life is only black n white.

After knowing him,

Damn! My life turns black.

Lol. Jz kidding.

Without knowing him, my life ain't gonna be so interesting.

(It doesnt mean he's improtant for me, don misunderstand pls.)

He's kinda... a toy for me. XD

(Ooops~)

He's a target tht can be bully.

But there's one thing tht i cant bear abt him.

He's always OVER CONFIDENT!

No... i should say he's a magic realism.

Keep telling me he's a very handsome guy.

But after i found out,

......................................................................................................................

haiz...

An unfortunate past...

Jz forgot it....

<--End-->