I'm satisfied with what I have now but somehow I'm not really into myself. There are loads of imperfections that I hate about myself. Like my laziness, my height, my weight, my hair blah blah blah. I know you may think that I'm asking too much, I'm so shallow, or you may think I'm already have everything, nothing I need to worry about, I should appreciate... WHATEVER. They seem tiny but when they altogether it becomes big.
So no, if I wanna be better. The 'better' here I'm saying as in everything. Like overall. Anything. If I wanna be better, there are loads of things I need to do.
First off, my teeth need to be fixed. I hate my front teeth! I hate the big gap between my bunny tooth! It used to be perfect when I just took out my braces.
Evidence!
But as the time goes, the gap became bigger and bigger. I HATE IT! Am I the only one? I think my face or my mouth look smaller without the gap. And absolutely prettier. RIGHT?! I definitely need to get braces again but before this I need to earn some money first. I know I can get it from parents but... I wanna do it with my own effort...
I'm too short. Even though there are loads of my friends tell me that my height is fine as a girl. Really?! No no I dont think so. I know I'm not the shortest 'cause those can be shorter than me, they are just TOO short. I want to be much much taller than I am. Like at least 15cm more. But anyway, since there's nothing I can do to help my height anymore, I would like to put on some effort to make myself thinner/slimmer.
One of the reason I hate being short. It's damn noticeable even though I just 1kg. So since I cant change my height, I can always be slimmer to make myself looks taller. Not gonna tell what's my weight but losing 5kg is my target.
I want to be prettier. I'm serious.
I dont have a very pretty personality though. =/ Well I think it's fine. I'll try to be more friendly.
About my laziness..... I need to get rid of it. I am always too lazy to do anything. Not something to proud of.
I hate the scars on my thighs. Scars of the scratches from myself and cats, some of em I dont even know how are they on my thighs wth. =/ Should buy some skincare products for it hm.
How to grow more hair?! Or prevent hair fall?! I'm so worried I'm gonna be bald soon. =S
If I can really get rid of all these, I could call myself perfect! Of course, in my own definition of perfection.
Anyway, I've gotta buzz off. Needa wake up early in the morning tomorrow. Pfft.
Toodle!